YUFFIE

2012-02-11T04:56:00.001+08:00

seriously, i look too healthy to be sick or what ?
im not asking for any sympathy eh.
i juz dun unds why should i really show out how sick i am to let ppl know that im sick ?
whats the benefits hello.

i wan to do the things i like,
i do it.
i dun freakin act like aww man shit i feel damn ill but i wanna do this.
add on with teary eyes or.

really,
dun really get whats on the peoples mind.
this isnt acceptable,
that isnt too.

ppl juz got to learn how to mind their own biz right.
yeah me too.
im still giving the two words.

fuck that :)

sick once again..

2012-02-08T11:58:00.001+08:00

Woke up with a sore throat.
afterwards a strained neck.
now i look like some sick bird that cant look to my right ...
cock.

i think the 2 bowl of leftover laksa i had in the afternoon ytd were to blame.
my house has no food except that and it still taste good so..... yea.
didnt drink enough water and i stayed up late .
ahhhhh.
dun feel good at all to keep having fever.

am heading home now.
gonna try gulp unchilled 100plus and head for a nap..
hope i'd get better when i wake up.
exams are coming,
cant afford to fall sick :(

2012-02-08T00:22:00.001+08:00

went for dance at night.
im so glad i went.
i procrastinated before i decided to.
like yes and no and yes and no.

just dunnn have the mood and all -.-
luckily my dance fren called and ask me again if im going.
made me think for a while before both of us decided to go tgt LOL.
had a good work out and it was fun with all the DOAO ppl!
:) hehe.

though i didnt manage to eat my icecream after dance coz everyone wanted dinner first..
but its okay!
am meeting them on friday again.
salted caramel wont run.
haha.

ahh okay and i juz bathed.
shall slp soon.
830am class!!!!
GOODNIGHT :)

sometimes dun care is still the best attribute.

2012-02-07T10:55:00.001+08:00

bloody bitch talk about pride.
its juz 2 days .
you wan to talk abt pride with me.

mine was for 2 years, bitch.

your pride v big .
im so sorry to let ur pride down.
mine was nothing .
yours was a big deal.

bitch.

2012-02-06T13:27:00.001+08:00

Libra.

They are hard to predict, as they may pose as a helpless person one moment and come across as a hard taskmaster at the other.

May come across as an indecisive person, as she takes a lot of time to weigh the pros and cons of matters, only after which does she take a decision.

changed new blog song.

If you come back by Blue.

zh sent it to me few years back.

nice song :).

sooo glad we're still on good talking terms.

hehe.

2012-02-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

self-awareness zero.
self-esteem zero.
self-confidence zero.

i need a constant reminder.

2012-02-04T20:56:00.001+08:00

stop heading back..

few years back you took away the smile on his face.
you didnt manage to maintain his smile,
and now its time to just let go.
stop obstructing ppl's future .

cause you aint the one for him from the start.
stop relying on him and stay firm on your own.

dun expect someone to always be there for you cause people have their own lives too.
dun expect someone to always give in to you cause you dun reciprocate.
dun expect someone to treat you better when you yourself aint doing the same.
dun expect too much cause you dont deserve him and you should let others who love him more then you do give him more than what you can.
stop being such a whiner and rely so much on someone cause he doesnt belong to you.

2012-02-04T20:35:00.001+08:00

next time just keep quiet even when the truck is juz a few iches away from me .

coz you know how to handle the fucking cab that is inches away from you .

i just have to feel scared for myself and shouldnt even blame you coz if anything happens,
blame the cab for being reckless,
blame the truck for being on the left, lastly most impt,
blame myself for sitting on the passenger seat beside the driver .

in your eyes,
whenever i wasnt careful enough,
i blame the surrounding juz like what you did just now.
im like a fucking bitch who allow myself to blame on my surroundings while i dun allow you to.
now i got traumatised, scared and pissed,
i should blame it on the fucking yellow cab and not you.
im sorry for that .
you are a v skilful driver,
that you just have to always meet with something on the road without fail .

try that with your grandma, your mum, and your bro.

whenever ur family are ard,
your driving never had any single problem.
whenever i let you drive the car with only me inside,
something unlucky just sooo have to happen.
maybe my life is worthless to you,
or maybe you juz have to make sure the car and you are alright thats all that matters .

just scold me for crying and being angry.
cause i shouldnt .

DINNER @ THE FATBOYZ!

2012-02-03T00:36:00.001+08:00

meet up with jt bob and benq for dinner!
hahahaa practically we can speak shit during dinner time and kept laughing at it -.-

first we were talking about muscular ppl who have "wings" that obstructed them from closing their arms .

and jt could think about such ppl having difficulties wiping their ass after shitting.
they juz couldnt close their arms,
not arms turn shorter!

den bob ask back "den how?! dun wipe from the back. den wipe from the front?"
LOL.
bloody hell he even demonstrated the actions show us.
farking funny.

so we started laughing at these shit stuff over dinner.
power.
haha!
but yay dinner was a happy one!

.
.
.

after dinner we headed to bob's hse for banluck.

I WON!
but only abit.
$4.30 . lol!
everyone play with 20 cents and 50 cents so yea..
but im still happy that i won.
hehehhee .

shall continue that tmr after dance!' :D
am going benq hse with the rest tmr!
weee~~!

some food photos from FatBoyz!

weird weird dream..

2012-02-02T11:32:00.001+08:00

had a super weird dream.
and it seems almost real.

the person involved is some guy that has gone missing from my life after certain things changed.

it was a last day of 2011.
was going town to countdown.
i was alone, surprisingly.
i drove..
i could hear the whole singapore cheering .
i was drivinggg..
and i overshot the red traffic light.
so i reversed by car and let it roll back on its own..
at that moment it was like driving a car is like clicking on the keyboards to control it -.-
i have no idea why!
the 3 buttons,
shift ctrl and alt.
i forever which is the brake, and the acceleration.
so while rolling back.
i accidently accelerated on the button,
* whole world was cheering at this moment at 5, 4, 3, 2..... *
okay i have juz hit the car behind me .

the car owner was a young chap,
but totally unreasonable and angst.
he said i ruined his countdown for hitting his car .
and his family all were angry too!
his dad and mum even tried to stea my car away as a revenge.
they rushed into my car and tried to lock it .
but i managed to knock them unconscious (the process was kinda blurry to me).

after that i was running and runnig coz i was sooooo scared and lost.
suddenly i saw... you.
with your friends.
you went into the lift,
before the door closed,
i rannnnn for you.

as usual,
you tried to console me,
help me out and all..
for a moment i forgot about my bf -.-
it was all about you .

behind details i totally have no recollection alr.
weird dream,
but kinda happy to see you againnn.
(in a dream :/)

i have always appreciated you for willing to take the step to know me.
and yah.
putting effort for my bday.
learning the directions to my house and all.
gave me a perfume.
i still miss you sometimes .
you had always been a v nice person.

thanks, zh..
:)

2012-02-01T07:43:00.001+08:00

couldnt juz let go of the past and move forward with an open mindset.

or maybe its juz me that after trying so hard, it ends up not the type of state i want it to be but the situation i wants to be in .

im juz being neutral in any ways to any one because expectation for me tends to fail on me like always.

25 more days..

2012-01-31T10:48:00.001+08:00

am drinking my meelock naooo.
heading to sch soon.
FEELS LIKE DRIVING DEY.
damn lazy.
i consider awhile first lol!!!

eyebags are like forever so... disgusting.
and its inproportionate -.-
one big one small tmd. lol!

lazy put make up ah.
make the face feel so clogged.
okay can ah.

BYEBYE OFF TO SCHOOOL.

2012-01-31T01:02:00.001+08:00

rila baby:)

2012-01-30T07:38:00.001+08:00

morningggg :)

my leg still hurts -.-
its like its having pms.
coz my leg had a cramp for several times since saturday lol!

ANYWAY.
am waiting for bus now.
830am lesson T.T
pls dun fall asleep pls dun fall asleep.

.
.
.

kiam pa bin.
okay and my bus 74 isnt coming.
gonna take 852 and transfer at kap.
OKAY CIAOS.

2012-01-29T23:35:00.001+08:00

im sorry i haven got the time to blog anything!
part of the reason is that im ...
a...
lil...
lazy.
hehe.

cny is ending soon!
hope everyone is happy with the amt of red packets they have :D
mine..
no need to say.
i have alot of malaysia ringgits lol!!!

yuppp.
and im gonna slp soon!
830 am lesson tmr.
dun wanna doze off again and again.

after sch gonna meet russ and xiuxiu to study yay!

okay, goodnight for now! :))

one pic to end the post!
my morning juz woke up face.
so glad my eyebags arent THAT bad.

OKAY BYEBYE!!!

2012-01-28T11:11:00.001+08:00

going school naooooo.
LESSON ON A SATURDAYYYY .
gosh.

anyway, am heading to my aunt's house after school.
she lives near my school so my dad is asking me to drive so i can go over aunt's house straighttt .

lets juz hope it wont jam.

deep within.

2012-01-28T02:15:00.001+08:00

happyyyyyyy :))
these kinda hang outs are too awesome to describe.

will post more tmr !

2012-01-27T17:45:00.001+08:00

hope things will turn out better .

otw to friend's house for cny now :))

2012-01-27T12:52:00.001+08:00

new day, new mood!
im still as crazy weee~
fucking dun give a damn.

2012-01-27T01:37:00.001+08:00

i think i can never stay happy for more then 12 hours.
ALWAYS the same thing .
everytime when i was extremely happy over some stuffs,
the next moment things juz have to be so fucked up that the feeling of being sad / angry is even more overwhelming than how i felt happy earlier on .

everything was fine .
started jokin ard with jt and bobby.
was laughing like mad on my table while i was playing ard with them .
afterwards a whatsapp conv with
my dance grp was fun too coz i was juz crappin all the way .
and then suddenly everything juz dropped.

i think it juz sucks to be me lah.
forever creating troubles for ppl .
either im too dumb or im too stupid .
fuck.

juz stfu and sleep .

2012-01-26T18:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY PEOPLE :D:D.

sorry for the .... lazyness.

i have alot to write but because there isnt any pictures so i didnt blog.

cause i bore the hell out of you guys with my lengthy post.

although i still dun have much pictures,

but i'll try to make it nice la horrr. lol!

& im really sorry i have SUPER SHORT TERM MEMORY.

like a golfish -.-

i always forget my happenings after its over.

during CNY eve,

i headed town and bugis to shop .

but i bought zero clothes -.-

every where was closed.

but not so bad la.

i bought one pair of leh-bin earrings and 2 wing rings!

damn pretty! hheheh.

let me show you one of them. HAHAHA.

tada~~! LOL.

jae said it resembles some logo.. which i shall not name.

later kena charge LOL.

but yah. ignore the middle finger and the background.

the ring is nice right!! :D hehe.

anyway, i rushed home during evening after shopping to have reunion dinner with my family.

the only one missing is my sister!

shes in england right now so actually we facetimed a while on the dining table lol!.

kinda cool LOL.

i was supposed to head to chinatown before 12am to watch the firecrackers but there was a change of plan.

my mum wants me to run some errands with her...

SIAN.

ended up,

i went Soul with Jianteng, Benquek, Danial, Christina and Bill.

its a thai pub.

it was my first visit to such a pub!.

it was quite an opening eye for me i guess.

the music was nice.

and .....

im sorry i kept looking at the girls there instead of the guys LOL.

jianteng and christina are in the same boat as me AHHAHAA.

their figures are damn good.

some even have damn pretty faces!.

envyyyyyy :(

this girl!

she really damn pretty.

prettiest among all .

and she looked very singaporean.

i like her hair hahahaa!

AND BENQUEK IS SOME ACT HOLY IDIOT CAN.

cause this girl was just standing RIGHT in front of him.

but his back was facing her.

i kept asking him to TURN OVER TURN OVER.

i mean,

they are there for us to ogle at,

no one is gonna stab your eyes for doing that whatt .

he step decent, "dun wan la dun wan la!" -.-

oh btw,

i took photo of this girl and she actually posed for me.

i didnt have my camera focussed before i snap cause i paiseh ah.

im taking photo of a girl dressed in lingerie -.-

it doesnt look right LOL.

we stayed till the pub close before we head home.

haven drank in a while.

my threshold kinda dropped lol!.

but i was okay after less than an hour.

i think my blood circulation is good hahahahah!

slept at 5am that day,

CNY day 1!

woke up at 10am with HEAVYYYYYY EYEBAGS.

ate some porridge cooked by my mum and headed off to malaysia!! :)

i randomly took the photos in my bro's car .

just wanna show off my wing ring hehehe .

I LOVE IT SO MUCH. weee~!

throughout the journey i planned to sleep in the car.

but apparently,

i was too excited to.

i just kept talking talking talking.

oh, and my dad didnt go with us.

his passport expire...hmm. yeah.

but its alright!

i still have fun there :):) hehe.

we took ard an hour place to reach my wai po's house!

my waipo, my mum, my wai gong, and my biao jiu!

catching up with their lifes.

haha.

and my waipo is DAMN cute..

she gave me and my bro one red packet already.

30minutes later she passed us another red packet.

LOL.

and another 15 minutes she pass us the THIRD redpacket.

we just kept giving back to her hahaha.

she damn cute la..

old le,

memory failing le.

but shes still as strong :):).

and shes 80plus le!!

hehe.

live strong and live healthy wai po!!

love you :D:D

last time when we were young,

she used to live at my house and take care of us..

i like it when its time for meal and she spoon feed us mouth by mouth..

so nice... hehe.

anyway,

we hang there for a while before we head to jiu mu's house.

didnt really take much photos there.

this irritating fellow is never bored of saying " jiejie smsing her BOYFRIEND... i saw it".

when in fact i wasnt even smsing -.-

and he sticks to my brother like some little pest.

oh and look at my lobster brother.

he drank just a little redwine he turns red on his upper body lol!.

my aunt gave me this.

quite a nice drink.

its like jolly shandy just that the alcohol level is higher.

and this is apple flavour!

hahaha.

later in the night.

we went out of the house to put firecrackers and fireworks all.

damn fun :D:D:D

and theres this girl call xinyu.

she pull my shirt and run rounds.

-.-

after that she ran away just to on the lights on the room that im gonna sleep in.

random ah she.

LOL.

but shes damn cute.

can foresee next time she'll be damn pretty :):)

( SORRY CANT UPLOAD VIDEOS. TOOK DAMN LONG AND ITS STILL NOT UPLOADED).

thats all for CHU YI i guess...

CNY day 2.

went back sg with all my msia relatives also.

hahaha!.

they wanted to visit my dad to have lunch with him.

yeah.

happening uh.

haha.

after that went to my xiaojiumu house.

although shes a singaporean,

but she lives in singapore coz her husband is a singaporean.

and there, xinyu is her daughter.

hahaha.

cute max.

and yeah..

nothing much.

at night went over my dad's office to bai tai sui.

his office often hold those buddhist thing.

after that went cine to watch alls well ends well 2012.

NICE MOVIE.

i kept laughing.

especially the part where he says SUN OF A BEACH.

lol!

thats allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

this is my ugly fling.

and i shall rest now!.

goodnightttt :)

2012-01-25T03:33:00.001+08:00

sometimes.
me dun understand myself either.

2012-01-23T06:03:00.001+08:00

haven drank in awhile.
was fun seeing drunkards doing stupid things -.-

anyway i have like an hr to wake up before i head to msia..
my eyebags are outrageous.
juz gonna use makeup cover it >< bo bian le.
lol!

anyway.
happy chinese new year everyone'm
angpao many many!
:))

nights.

2012-01-22T03:54:00.001+08:00

juz felt a little ...
curious abt these .
some people will say...
if one day anything were to happen,
paralyzed after accident for example,
you would not leave another party for that coz you promised life and death do us part.

however,
this was an unexpected answer guys actually gave.
what if your wife is unable to conceive due to some health problems that any foetus wouldnt make it out alive?
i mean.
whats the difference between the 2 cases?
they actually said that this is a difficult answer,
and if that were to really happen.
the answer is " i dont know ".

in both cases,
i dun believe any woman is capable of taking care of any kids.
yet you're able to accept a disabled woman,
but not an unconceivable woman.
why?
the disabled woman had a brutal trauma so she deserves more sympathy to make you stay?
or its all the "guys kinda thing" that a woman unable to give you any child makes you not like a man?

im not referring to anyone out there.
im juz .. randomly wondering . lol!
it would be quite sad for the disabled woman to know that its your sympathy that makes you love her in that caring way,
and not what promises both of you had earlier.
other wise,
why being unconcievable gives you doubts to make you stay?
that lady didnt take good care of her own health when its her responsibility. to help her spouse pass on the line?

so love may be noble but it may not seems like what it really is.
accepting a person's flaws are not necessarily FLAWS but selective ones.

i have no idea why these qns are in my mind but really juz curious about these .
abt how ppl really feels when things are gonna change their life forever.
and does ppl ard them stays on forever or leave whenever they're unable to face it.

so yeah.
we call this Reality and Unpredictable Life Journey.

goodnight for now and
happy advance chinese new year!
:))
will be heading back msia on monday and i've removed my autoroam services so...
facebook, blog, handphone would not be in use till im back on tues late afternoon.

have a nice reunion and cny! ^^

2012-01-17T10:18:00.001+08:00

:D.

i very hehhhh-pi~!
although i slept at like 430am ytd -.-
dun really feel tired now lol!

i was supposed to slp ard 1230am.
ended up msging my bff until it was 2am and my bro was alr asleep.
i didnt dare to sleep after that LOL.

recently had a v v bad incident until i didnt dare to slp without protection.
ytd i forgot to take it to sleep with me.
everyone was asleep and the house was dark i didnt dare to get out from my bed to take it .
i was alr on my bed since 1230am btw lol!

den poor bff,
all becoz of your "you slp alr?" msg at the time i lie down on my bed that made me msg you till so late .
you have to help me sleep safely !
hahhaa!

i didnt talk on the phone for hrs like this for a v long time alrrrr.
quite happy actually.
hehe.
thank youuuuuuuuu, bff .
lovelovee.

im preparing to go sch now while blogging!
tonigt heading to jean's bday party !
hope it will be fun. haha.

blog again ltr!!!

2012-01-17T01:10:00.001+08:00

LESS IS MORE.
but its turning from less to none -.-

kept dozing off today..
really needs to replenish my sleep.
study wise it wasnt productive at all.
and i prctically slept thruout whole lessons.
haiz :(

am on the bed naoooo..
tmr cant study again.
fren's 21st!
nvm. proly leave earlier abit and go hm study abit !

goodnight for now :)

2012-01-15T04:19:00.001+08:00

went shopping!
felt as if i walked the wholeeee town -.-

ION TO
MARINA SQUARE TO
RAFFLESLINK BACK TO
WISMA TO
TAKA TO
CINE.

and i bought only one dress .
(y) .
lol!!
but okay la not so baddd.
at least i bought something i like.
the dress quite cute hehe.
i tried on the green one but i bought the hotpink one.
i lazy to queue and change again so yeah.

weeee~

2012-01-13T03:50:00.001+08:00

RILAKKUMA FEVER!!!

hahaha. have been dressing up my rilakkuma today.
and realise dress doesnt suit him.
it'd be better for him to be a HIM!
hahaha.

anyway.
dinner with jt and bob.
not bad :) had some short chats.
hehe.

reached hm ard 10pm and still NUAAAAAAAAA until didnt do anything. sian.
tmr muz muz muz study le :/

okay! and i shall sleep now.
goodnight:)

showcase of rilakkuma!

2012-01-12T13:32:00.001+08:00

new day new mood:))

woke up long ago but cant seems to get my ass out of my bed.
DAMN LAZY!
after the showcase and audition ytd,
the dance song juz cant stop getting into my head -.-
even till NOW!

im always complaining these dance practices are takig away my precious time to do my own stuffs.
now im free yet i couldnt get myself up.
ahhhh damn lazy lazy lazy!

anyway tonight am meeting jt and bob for dinner!
so i'll juz rush myself before it reached dinner time..
so
i'm like trying. to. get up. now.
and......
good afternoon peeps. :)

shall blog again tonight.

2012-01-12T03:44:00.001+08:00

showcase and audition is OVER AND DONE WITH.
like finally.!
burden off my shoulder.

after everything,
went to eat with the intro to hiphop ppl.
zhichar at clementi again!

okay actually i dun really have the mood to blog so prolly next time i'll update more.
i think i have just made some ppl get really really irritated at me.
shouldnt even offer anything.
i swear,
the next time i drive,
i make sure all drop off at the same location before i head home.
dun like this feeling people are unhappy with me or whatever.
feel so bad now.
just keep quiet for now....

2012-01-11T12:57:00.001+08:00

goodluck for my showcase pls!

2012-01-09T07:43:00.001+08:00

off to schooool ~
love my red cardigennn. :D

2012-01-09T00:42:00.001+08:00

christina perri - a thousand years.
DAMN NICE.
like so touchinggggg .

i've died everyday waiting for you
darling dont be afraid
i've loved you for a thousand years
i'll love you for a thousand more

:) so sweet. hehe.

____________________________

anyway. if anyone happens to buy denim shorts from this vendor at amk central.
some vendor attended by one chaolian and auntie outside the breadshop,
pls turn and walk away.
coz their service is like shit.
when i bought a pair of shorts from them,
they talked damn nicely and promised me that i can bring over for exchange .
coz they didnt have my size and no trying on.
ended up when i went to exchange,
her face BLACKKKK like justice bao.
she dun even bother looking at me,
and juz throw me another display shorts and claim that theres no more new piece.
lie without blinking.
sorry im not that dumb.
and now,
the shorts stil doesnt fit.
im not gonna head back anymore. .
treat it as my kind donation for them.
when you've earned more,
pls kindly take up some education.
your attitude cant get you anywhere bitch.

gonna go for some cny shoppig next week alr!
dun wanna shop for promotional items anymore.
basket kinda cheated by some lian.
dog.
and yeah im aiming to get more cardigens weeeee~
and prolly dressesssss? ^^
shall see how.
haven shopped for decades.

its the start of a new week!
school, dance, whatever blah.
gonna conquer youuuuuuuuuuuu.

hitting the sack now.
830am lesson tmrrrrrrrrr ~.~
oh and my rila's home with me again. haha! so cute.
OKAY GOODNIGHT.

show you another cute toy in the car.

2012-01-07T10:42:00.001+08:00

我从来都搞不懂你
把爱情当做是游戏
是因为你太过聪明
还是我不懂放弃

- 卓文萱

好听 :))

2011-12-29T07:42:00.001+08:00

sorry for the many entries throughout.
couldnt keep my mind stop wondering .
parents visit the dua pek gong every week without fail.
whats the purpose ?

for wealth?
for health?
for protection?
for career?
for love?
for studies?

i even have an alter at home whereby my parents offered joss sticks every morning and night.

if these religious thing couldnt even advise my own parents to look after the family,
which is everyone's basic support,
den ...
what?
let them strike the lottery, yes ah monehhhh.
let them get promoted, yes ah monehhhh.
let them get a job, yes ah ricebowllll.
let them clear doubts abt partner getting an affair outside, yes ah fuck off away from my HUSBAND/WIFE. ( its not family fyi. its juz for their own personal welfare )
let them score better next time round in studies, yes ah proceed to next academic level.

i dun get it.
if theres such powerful people,
why cant they advise people on something juz so simple?

im sorry.
prolly im alr 20,
its actually time to learn how to take good care of myself coz (touch wood) if my parents were to travel to the other side of the world,
i have nobody to head to,
nobody to give me a hand,
then i'd juz suffer worse days of my life,
thinking how to be independent.
alright, make sense.

so i should actually,
accept the fact that my parents kept quiet when i told her that im sick,
accept the fact that i have to start work since 16 to support myself.

accept the fact that my sis is now 21 turning 22 but she has zero working experience (keep wondering).

accept the fact that its right that i made an effort to wake up early go down town to get my parent's bday cake and got myself sick the next day, my mum HAD to at least show some concern otherwise it would be such an obvious bitch that she didnt appreciate what i've done for her.

accept the fact that i juz have to stfu and stop being childish?

half a decade has passed ,
i still couldnt justify all these.
everyone only seems appreciative for that particular moment when i done something for them,
the next hour,
things have past,
everything start anew.
maybe i should reciprocate.
but at the v last min i juz headed back coz i felt bad.

i really dunno.
hurry face the reality?

anyway i woke up in the middle of the night at 530am feeling frozen,
couldnt get back to slp so i made myself barley.
boiled it for an hr.
while typing im alr having the 2nd bowl.
juz wanted to rant.
it doesnt matter who read it or not..
im not good at speech coz i couldnt arrange my thoughts properly thats why i had a blog.
i spoke to my friends abt it but somehow i always missed out something.
i dun like to keep things to myself,
i muz spill all out .
alr having the 2nd bowl,
am in shirt and large jacket over,
with leggings till the sole,
i haven even start perspiring despite i drank straight after my barley was done.

2 more hrs...
had to head to the clinic by myself at its opening hrs.
good.
independent.

.....

2011-12-29T00:34:00.001+08:00

too weak.
take it back,
and standalone.

2011-12-28T23:33:00.001+08:00

sick. AGAIN.

woke up with a sore throat.
headed down J8 for lunch as well to go to the bank to hand in some documents.
(fuck tht bank seriously, forever have problem with me)

in the late afternoon,
went school for dance practise.
OUR SHOWCASE IS COMING!
feel so unprepareddd. damn.
but at least today everyone kinda contribute a lil.
so not so baddd :))

after dance,
it became some 3 in 1 sickness.
Flu + Fever + Sorethroat
one package sia.
tmd.
now i felt like shit.
worse den shit.
its like IM FOREVER GETTING SICK.
seriously dying...

thanks for the concern ppl!

and

.
.
.
.
.

thanks fatass.
dun angry okayyy. ❤

thanks BFF!
for offering to acc me see doc.
sho nice. ❤

_____________________________

outsiders care for me more den my own parents.
hows that?
tellyou.

me: eh mummy i getting sick again leh.
mum: *silence*
me: *still waiting for response*
mum: *still silence*

and i kinda got it .
thanks.
oh and im 100% sure she heard me..
coz shes juz right beside me when i told her.
hur.
nice huh.

not the first time anyway.
the other time when i was sick.

my mum ask me to wear more clothes and make barley ON MY OWN.
my dad said nothing except asking why i like no school like that.

as for my friends.
i list down one by one how concerned they are for me.

xinyi and claire consistently ask me to tc of myself.
claire passed me some fever med so that i can recover faster.
fatass extended his nightsout for me came all the way from changi juz to take a look at me.
bff bought water for me and everyday ask me drink more water.
my tennis friends responded to me on facebook asking me to tc.
and brother chan msged me personally ask me to tc as well.

i mean, its the thought right.
i dun even expect ppl to serve me with porridge, liang teh or whatsoever.
juz lil actions ppl do to show that they cared would be enough to make me happy.

juz dun get it.

bill's grandma would make him mee sua when hes ill coz its plain enough.
claire's mum would make liang teh for her everyday.
so what makes it so different on my side?
dun understand.

maximum,
mum ask me boil barley to drink.
its a DO IT MYSELF thing.

ahhh whatever.
shouldnt even tried telling my mum that im sick.
didnt even get the correct response.
juz made me feel like some idiot looking for attention.

should rest now and stop whining.
it juz sucks to be meeeeee.

gooodnight.

WASSUP KRIS-MUS!

2011-12-27T02:09:00.001+08:00

woke up in the afternoon,
ate with my dad, visited my grandmother and rusheddddd looking for an angry bird.

angry bird waited for me whole afternoon until its dropping feather. while it dropped his feather i got stressed and dropped hair.

okay anyway.
had a christmas bbq with jae and his family!
yea hes the bloody angry bird.
we high fived not to speak of any unhappiness so i shall keep the unwanted.
i envies his family.
everyone was like damn enthu and caring towards one another.
everyone jus felt like friends among one another.
and which relative actually encourages you to drink and dared you to drink?
even jae's ahma joined in to sippp a bit.
tht feelin is really very nice.
turn another way round,
if i drove and i drink,
my mum wouldnt definitely attitude me for the wholeeee day and show some black face.
i mean i know how to control what.
i wouldnt drink till drunk that kind and purposely go drive.
I SCARED OF DYING ONE LEH.
so yea...
it was really nice.

after the bbq, went clubbing with bobby and his friends.
one of them got so high when he saw me he was like EH HELLO!! WHERES BILLY WHERES BILLY when billy is juz beside.
-.- whatttttttt sia. lol!
another one best.
he smoked in the dance floor. LOL.
waiting to get whacked one leh .
but was fun luh. haha..

happy christmas!
bless everyone and your family!
hope that everyone enjoyed too.
and be happy!

:D

2011-12-25T05:09:00.000+08:00

worked today despite it being a CHRISTMAS EVE.

earned quite ABIT . yeah.

after work,
met weisheng titus and hansheng for dinner.
hansheng went off earlier to drink while i just hang out with that two.

ate my fav. xiaoguomian at amk central s11.
and we went off to the drive thru mac to slack.
chatted quite a bit .
yeah, was fun luh.
afterwards we walked to haibin prawning,
to KPT kopitiam,
and headed home ard 3.30am.
LOL.

actually i dun even feel that its christmas already.
its more like.
a normal day just passed and yeah.
hi to tomorrow.

.
.
.

was it really my fault?
as in.
ahhh i dunno.
not that i did it in purpose.
i just DUN FEEL LIKE being nice for just a while.
isit really that difficult to get out even though its just a mrt ride.
i left house earlier you know.
maybe its just me, and i really think its just me.
but turn another way round,
im willing to do that.
just because the journey and time is short,
its unnecessary and a waste of time?

imagine one hr plus ride to changi with you,
and another one hr plus ride back alone.
oh, and dun forget,
i needa change bus.
and yeah i have school the next day.
so...
time spent longer is worth it,
while just a short 30mins doesnt count?
i just cant get over it la.
i've no idea.

its just me.

merry xmasss :) !

2011-12-24T03:14:00.001+08:00

thanks for the happy meeting up! :D
love you girls so muchhh hehe.

2011-12-23T01:56:00.001+08:00

rainbow comes after the rain :)

.
.
.

that kind of simplicity.

2011-12-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

so...

these are some qns that i've received from my formspring.

insulting? nope.

its more like hilarious to me.

these are just a few examples recently.

theres more behind though.

i dun even care if its the same person doing it,

but obviously,

it dun really affect my life.

first, are pervertic qns like these.

seriously,

does ppl expect answers like " OMG SERIOUS, OKAY I WAN. "

really?

its sooooo obvious that you guys just wanna post such self entertaining qns to satisfy yourself.

ABIT NO LIFE RIGHT.

head down some prostitution at geylang area, chinatown, wherever,

you can get the answers and your kind of pleasure TOO easily until you all just wanna try your luck asking answers that you cant expect isit?

NEXT.

some angry bird.

read my response please.

okayyyy.

calling me a bitch and asking me to make you a sandwich and Shut the fuck up.

okay..

this is even more pathetic.

i dun mean myself for being flamed.

i mean the person who post this.

going ard..

just because you doesnt like me,

you have to go ard labelling people this and that.

isnt it funny?

thinking that by naming yourself anonymous,

and making people feel demoralised.

lol !. sorry i really think that its like a joke to me.

this is your way of self entertaining.

by putting people down.

maybe you dun believe in karma , but i do.

look ard yourself.

do you have alot of real friends? like really good ones?

or are they as dumb as you who do these kinda stuffs?

it really makes a difference what kind of social circle you have you know.

im not embarrassed to say that i have a huge social circle and everyone of them are true to me.

i bet your friends are those jiapalang,

ah dog ah cat .

so its okay you know.

i welcome your insulting questions and names you have for me.

cause i dun argue with dumbass people.

it doesnt make me a better person :)

so..

continue posting stuffs abt me coz i couldnt care less.

its quite pathetic too to know that people like you actually exist.

ROFL.

and this below.

really,

i have no idea what to reply cause i just merely answered it casually.

i just wanna laugh when i see these kinda qns -.-

limpei zai diao wo, OKAY COME ..

PLEASE COME AND DIAO ME.

i really welcome you .

and the bondage idiot.

it has no link at all.

when have i ever said that im lazy for whatever stuffs?

and go bondage?

trying to act one angry bird and a english-pro.

ha ha?

come on..

time to grow up.

lastly,

im surprised people would ask me such questions.

one thing.

its all posted by the same person.

so is this person a freak?

or just a curious person.

having sex with 15 guys, whats the probability?

do your simple emath. its 1/15 excluding your husband, 1/16 including your husband.

next,

you cared who fathered the child and not whos gonna look after it.

you're talking about a life here.

not a toy.

if you have no preparation to bring up a child,

please,

dun even engage in sexual activities or be responsible to have precautions.

bf married with no kids and you're just a mistress for 4 years.

you have your own child whose father nobody know who he is and he had 2 children with you.

first, by being a single parent before you were tgt with your so-called "bf".

its normal to have gossips that you're not someone decent.

and which parents doesnt wan the best for their child?

moreover,

hes married and so why did you even get involved?

unless you're a foreigner,

i dun really think singaporeans are able to accept sharing husbands.

you woke up having a pain ass.

im actually thinking you wanted to write 3am but typed wrongly.

whole thing you was just trying to infer me that you got dead drunk,

and the next day you woke up your ass hurts.

so are you raped?

easy.

seek a doctor or take a pregnancy test.

im a very straightforward person.

if you're worried that you're being raped.

i must say you kinda deserved it.

going to places that you have the possibility of getting drugged or drunk.

you dun even have friends to protect you or take care of you.

ending up you in a mess of your own.

what can anyone say?

i dun really know how to respond so i just said that prolly you fell on your butt .

but that isnt the answer you're looking for right?

so yeah, here it is.

big chunk of words.

whoever you are,

i hope you're not in either of the situations.

YUPPPPPPPPP.

im done commenting.

some qns are not even worth replying but since people wanna play with me.

i'll play along.

im not afraid of any questions.

theres even people saying i look like fuck,

or whatever difficult qns.

im NOT AT ALL demoralised.

just to tell you.

so yeah,

keep on trying.

its just gonna end up me having to laugh at you.

2011-12-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

finally its wednesday :) !

AND FINALLY IM REALLY REALLY RECOVERING! lol.

had been sick for 1 week plus.

i have to blame myself for that also .

i haven really been resting well at home.

i even went to eat bbq food and popcorns. lol!

but honestly,

thats the reason why i doesnt wanna coop myself up at home.

i had my medicine on time but my body just isnt reacting to it.

if i had to stay at home longer,

im gonna get depression sooner or later -.-

i guess next time i'd just consult a western doctor instead.

claire brought me some fever med which i ate only like once.

i was 70% better the next day.

lol!.

anywayyyyys.

during the weekends!

went marina square to walk ard .

erm...

i kinda forgot why i went marina square.

i only rmb jae wanted to buy something . lol!

Garrett's popcorns!

but seriously,

im never gonna buy it again.

ITS THE REASON WHY IM SICK.

especially the honey caramel with almonds.

HEATY x INIFINITY DESPITE HOW MUCH WATER I DRANK.

he act only. actually he dun wan look at camera -.-

see what face he giving. o_____o . lol!

cock bin.

& in the evening,

met jess and claire at dhoby ghaut for pasta mania!

after that headed to zouk .

PARTY TIMEEEEE!

as usual,

we are the camwhore kias.

it was a rather short night.

claire went off earlier.

jess dunno where she went.

lol!

ended up i left earlier too,

leaving the rest of my friends theree.

sorrryyyyy !

i didnt head home.

went to find my heart broken friendddd.

long story.

but both my friend and her bf are my sec sch friends.

i shall name them A and B.

5 years of relationship,

cant be compared to a 2months gf who easily offered him sex.

somemore, they met in PUB.

nightclubs and pubs area are usually not the kind of places that is suitable for you to find your future partner.

thats how i feel lah.

somemore that girl is no different from a slut.

invited my A's bf up her house when A&B haven even broke up.

really dunno whats wrong with that guy.

isit really that tempted to go for such kinda girl?

A have been there for you for so longgg.

5 years is really NOT easy.

in secondary,

you almost got expelled.

A struggled with you.

whole school signed the petition just for you and the amount of anxiety you had,

she felt it with you.

whatever happened to your grandparent,

you couldnt make it back on time,

all this while she has been with you.

dun you feel her?

dun you know how much she has done for you?

and there's this guy.

their mutual friend.

call yourself A's friend?!

you didnt even tell A about anything when you knew that this kinda things are going on.

how would you feel if ITS YOU who are experiencing this.

still dare to tweet out so big saying what shit

" you have a million reasons to reject someone, but just one reason to love someone. and the reason is just love ".

COME ON LAH . fuck this bull shit.

do you even know whats reciprocity means?

you dun even have a proper gf,

and when you finally got one that you truly love.

i hope that the girl will cheat on you and leave you there like an idiot.

IM DAMN FURIOUS!!!

A really doesnt deserve any of this.

because of B,

she didnt even look at any other guys who are even better den B.

because of B,

she changed herself to suit his situation ALL THE TIMES.

because of B,

all she think of everyday is just B and didnt even spare a thought for herself.

why is that so i really dun udnerstand.

at the end of the day,

B cheated on A, yet A didnt even feel a slightest bit of anger.

she was just there blaming herself and wondering

what has she done wrong,

what hasnt she done,

and what exactly happened.

such a nice girl whos willing to give up everything,

and until the end of the day still wondering whats wrong with her that B didnt want her anymore,

where to find?!?!?!!!!.

guys out there ALWAYS complain that their gf isnt nice enough.

not understanding enough.

not caring enough.

not thoughtful enough.

A has everything but B didnt treasure and think shes nothing compared to the 2mths slut.

guys, seriously.

does sex mean everything?

you need someone who can be there for you whenever you are happy, sad, or whatever reasons.

but you cant expect someone who you just had sex and felt happy for to be with you forever.

did you really expect it to be possible?

wake up your idea please.

i wanna post this out big right at your fucking face .

im 100% you'll regret in time to come.

i'll make sure A will step right at your face and laugh at you being such an idiot.

its your loss for sure.

ahhhhhhhhhh.

im just damn angry for A.

im sorry for the wordy post.

________________________________________________

done with this.

have to nap already.

having dance at 7pm.

needa drive so i better stay alert.

will blog when i have the time:)

next entry,

im gonna post all the dumb qns ppl ask me on my formspring .

wanna know how i feel towards those qns?

stay tuned.

and yes,

its for those suckers who posted too .

i welcome all your insulting qns.

2011-12-16T01:30:00.001+08:00

AWESOME DAY WITH AWESOME FRIENDS.

worked at yishun new hospital Khoo Teck Puat to sell the bags today with a girl called Mavis.
shes a really nice person:)
just that she gives me a feeling that shes kinds insecure.
so yeah,
i tried to be friendly with her :)
since we gonna work for the whole day,
might as well get to know each other more. lol!.
overall we sold like 11 bags .WEEEEEEEEEEE .
though my pay is a lil........ shitty .
but, its okay.
the new friends that i made kinda made up for it.
lol!

after work,
went to weisheng's birthday party.
not gonna say whats the epic part ,
anyway,
went there and met few more new friends.
seriously,
they're awesome.
we spoke like we haven met for years and sitting in a circle "catching up" our "lives"
LOL!.
thanks for the host.
hahaha!

shall see you guys soon i guess.
more chance to if we can work tgt as a team.:D

okay,
shall sleep naooo:)
goodnight!

happy 22nd birthday once again, uncool guy!

2011-12-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

fever fever fever :(.
it was a VERY STRANGE thing for me to fall sick.
it was like..
i was just having a slight sorethroat.
BUT I FEELS PERFECTLY FINE.
seriously,
no symptoms,
no nothing.
and the next day i just woke up with a high fever at 39.1 degrees.

feels good to be sick actually.
people cared for me even moreeee :x
hehehe.
thankyouuuuuus :B lovelove.

luckily,
i've got better by today morning.
38.6 degrees.

at night,
went for dance nevertheless.
learned new steps.
OMG IT WAS NOT EASY.
my shoes isnt that flexible that it hurt my ankle for kneeling -.-
next week gonna wear better shoes over.

dinner time!
managed to psycho the dance ppl to eat at somemore near my area LOL.
SUCCESSSSSSSSS!
everyone went over to amk to eat. hahaahah!
sho heypiii~

and actually i have work tmr at 830am.
so i got to wake up at... 630am .
kinda ... sucks.
but nvm,
just for tmr for the weeeeek.
so,
GOODNIGHT PPL :)

2011-12-13T04:14:00.001+08:00

it was my mum's birthday on 11 Dec :)

hahaha the shirt that shes wearing is my year 1 SP tennis campus shirt.

haha!

anyway,

yea.

i went town in the afternoon with my bro just to get the cake for my mum.

hope she liked it.

and suddenly i see a side of my brother that i have never seen.

i dunno how to say.

maybe im easily touched.

cause there isnt any seats at the cafeteria in taka.

and there were only standing tables.

so we have to stand to it.

i think its weird to stand and eat .

it seems as if ppl are looking at us perform eating -.-

so i told my bro to go ahead.

but he came back with his spagetti and hotdogs for me!

LOL.

yah just hotdogs.

i happy already lOLOLOL.

i think its just me luh hor.

lol!

oh and I SAW PIYA !!! .

my loveeeeeeeeeee .

super long didnt see her already!.

and i also dunno how i do it .

as you all know,

somerset knightsbridge there has alot hunks models standing there promoting the launching of Abercrombie & Fitch.

over there i overheard a girl saying " I WAN SEE LEH " and it really sounded like piya's voice.

but i didnt turn ard cause i really didnt think it would be her.

but after like 1hr of walking ard in town,

WE SERIOUSLY MET.

(y)

i damn pro.

i tend to recognise people through their voice and backview.

LOL i also dunno why.

:))

so...

over the weekends.

besides celebrating my mum's birthday,

i only went out with jae.

cant be bothered to leave the house lol!

we went J8 manhattan fish market to eat.

we ate like hungry ghost.

our bill accumulated to $80.90 .

i dun even know how we did it -.-

SEAFOOD CHOWDER

FRIED COUNTY MUSHROOMS

OGLIO PASTA

GRILLED SEAFOOD PLATTER

CITRUS MINT

thats all mah :(

alot meh LOL.

first time he let me take photo.

HE SMILE WITHOUT FIDGETING.

cute sia.

eyes so small.

my rilakkuma win his. LOL.

awww rilakkumaaaaaa.

why you so cute.

hehe.

____________________________________

eyebags eyebags.

and for today!

i went home straight after school.

cant stand it .

when i reached home,

damn suay.

my neighbour house have some constructors drilling .

THAT NOISE ALMOST KILLED ME.

its damn irritating .

luckily it stopped after an hr? -.-

and i went to ZZZZZ.

when i wake up,

it was almost 1am.

i got a shock -.-

SLEEP SO LONGGGGG?!

saw 3 unread msges from the same person . lol!

sorrayeeee.

ahhhhh.

quite a bit of some stuffs happened actually.

but im lazy to elaborate.

i can only say that.

some people can really get so damn arrogant .

they dun look at other people's situation before looking back at themselves.

they cant take comments and always assume that they are right.

den so be it .

compare yourself with others.

if you're so good,

why are you having problems in your social circle while others do not.

btw.

yeah.

im watching MVs now.

have been listening to 93.3 for the whole night.

got to know alot nice songs.

its a love-hate kinda feeling.

all the songs are nice.

but its all related to love regardless of who they may refer to.

i very easily affected one .

and i think alot.

whether i made right decisions years back.

no one would know whats the best choice to take.

i always end up regretting but i still have to take it no matter what .

either move on and make things better,

or live in an empty shell.

okay~

tomorrow is a new day.

just be happy!

goodnight.

2011-12-10T04:50:00.000+08:00

things have changed.

what we hoped for,

may not be what we would achieve today.

many of us just wished that time could turn back.

so what?

whatever happened or exist in the past no longer speaks now.

everyone will go through a phase whereby it makes you who you are today..

_________________________________

it just goes on :).

i had a double job today!.

friend introduced me to this job,

selling bags and stuff.

so i started work today! .

first time .

not bad though,

i got to know one nice friend .

started work from 830am till 330pm.

whole day was quite slack due to the lack of the crowds and affordability of the workers.

oh did i mention?

we opened a vendor at some industrial building.

so yeah.

wholeeeeeeeeee day we were just playing iphones.

introducing ourselves and yeah.

LOL.

we played FINGER SLAYER hahahahaha!

i just downloaded it ytd.

just feels nice to know another new friend :D

now still young,

must explore more and get to know more people!

haha.

after work.

i rushed home for dunno isit call lunch or dinner whatever.

cause mum cooked for me i dun wan it to go to a waste since im not heading home early tonight.

went home to eat,

and headed to orchard for ISE.

here are some of our camwhore photos again.

hahaha!

stupid " ERRRRRRRRr " face LOL .

wee~

BUT SERIOUSLY.

i needa rant.

SOMEEEEEEETHING is wrong with the manager.

whats the big fuck about being a high rank manager?

you expect others to give you the due respect when you cant even do the most basic to respect your staffs back.

come on,

we WORK FOR YOU,

we dun SERVE YOU.

if it weren't for us,

do you even think you can be so high up in the rank?

being a good manager is not because you have the leadership or whatsoever.

you cant even make your staffs respect you for anything,

come on la .

you're nothing more den some small fry staff.

ONE EXAMPLE.

was clearing the plates today.

someone before me had placed the plates in an untidy manner and that fat ass lady just coincidently saw me putting the plates down and accused me for messing the place.

I REALLY DUN GET IT.

the way you speak to your staff,

what the fuck,

trying to show your authority?

its like the way she speak " HEY YOU CAN YOU PLEASE TIDY UP THE PLACE ".

WHAT THE HELL?

EH IM YOUR MAID AH FAT BITCH.

my bar manager told her that its okay,

he'll do it.

and that fat ass just say " NO, YOU ARE A MANAGER. NO YOU SHOULDNT BE DOING THESE ".

fuck you biatch .

i dun mean that i hope my bar manager do these while i do the easier tasks.

YOU CANT EVEN TALK TO PEOPLE NICELY,

showing others your AUTHORITY,

YOUR POWER IN RESTAURANT.

does it makes you a BETTER MANAGER SERIOUSLY?

i dun understand.

she just went up to show some authority,

the rest of it shes just walking ard,

showing that fucked face.

and end of the day,

wait for food to eat.

KNOW WHY?

the chef is her bf.

HURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

sreiosuly CANT STAND HER.

if only i still need to work and all,

i seriously would have just fuck her right in the face.

EVERYONE IS EQUAL.

just because you wears a blazer,

it doesnt mean anything.

when people dun respect you,

please stop humiliating yourself and make a joke out of yourself by thinking everyone is scared of you thats why they listens to you.

THE ONLY REASON THEY ARE AFRAID IS BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE DISTRIBUTING THE SALARY.

so face it bitch,

everyone detest you.

nice.

im done ranting. HOHO.

went st james after work.

i wore slippers in.

LOL.

my feet hurts from the freaking black wedgesss.

and im sooooooo damn proud to say i didnt even touch a single sip of alcohol weee~

everyone went off ard 3am.

the first time i reach home,

BATH.

now so refreshed and happy! LOL.

but..

my body is aching.

i think i kinda overtire myself a little today.

woke up at 630am and haven slept till now.

its like.. 2 more hours to not sleeping for 24 hours.

and i might have to wake up early tmr to drive........

BTWBTW.

i took my rilakkuma out from my car.

its now lying happily on my bed.

im gonna sleep with it.

hahahah!

i slept with it ytd:D

but honestly,

its kinda scary to wake up knowing that its eyes are staring at you LOL.

LOOK HOW BIG MY RILAKKUMA IS.

its head is like 2 of my head LOL.

thankyou SPTC :D

really never thought i'd love soft toys so much hahaha.

many of you should have seen this iphone casing online.

AT FIRST I SAW THE STITCH ONE.

it was awfully cute.

but im thinking of buying rilakkuma!

lol!

ever since i had my rilakkuma,

i couldnt help thinking that rilakkuma is so damn cute.

though it always have a sad expression . lol!

but im hestitating whether to buy or not.

CAUSE ITS TOO BUKLY LOL.

but its cute :(.

i shall consider in a bit.

hahaah.

make sure i dun regret lol.

okay,

i think its BEDTIME now!

so..

goodnight :)

2011-12-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

im happy for you :).

2011-11-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

hot spicy tom yam soup,
level 29 buffalo wings.
new descriptive sentences use to describe me.
NOT SAYING THAT IM HOT.
they're all saying that im violent and scary LOL!.

i pulled ppl's hair unknowingly,
and i gave another 2 scars to someone unknowingly also.
im truly sorry for that :/
kept on apologizing.
SO SORRRRRRRRRRY!
should really learn to ... contain my hyper-active .
:(

________________________________

anyway,
today quite happy.
i realise i can do ABIT better with myself alone .
lol!.
still haven learn how to dine alone or shop alone .
gonna learn how to be independent .
:D

and....
waiting for my hair to dry and im gonna sleep already!
goodnight!!! :)

2011-11-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

yet, its a whole new story.
and i marked your sentence as my motivation drive.

things are gonna change ... " in time to come " now.

2011-11-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

helloooooooooooo :D

and so!

i met up with claire, xy and cheese bff the other day at holland for dinner!! :D

INITIALLY...

the plan was for me and claire to study in school before meeting the rest.

BUT...

due to the tiredness me and claire are experiencing.....

we decided to head to claire's house for some sleep before studying.

end up,

expected,

we were chit chatting,

having fun,

laughing . lol!

xinyi came earlier to find us .

im not sian that i didnt study,

more of,

i didnt even rest enough at claire's house T____T

and they said that i snored.

when i dun even rmb sleeping very long LOL.

anywayssss.

we headed breko for dinner!

with my bff:D

he look like one uncle now. seriously.

his back view. LOL.

claire and cheese!

haha.

handsomeboy!

anyway,

yea,

after dinner.

cheese headed home ( LIKE A BORING).

but 3 of us didnt wanna go home yet.

LIKE SO EARLY! 7pm plus only!

so we headed thomson salted caramel for some icecreammmm !

we were taking so many pictures that...

one guy in front of us machiam free show -.-

he kept looking at us LOL .

i didnt realise it until a while later.

hahaha.

but aiya who cares!

they wont get to see us the second time .

so yeah.

that day.

heart to heart talk again.

laughed.

happy-ed!

hahaha.

thanks for the day peopleeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :)

_____________________________________________________________

and so,

i had dance today!.

quite happy :D

people gathered ard me sit down and talk when the lesson haven start.

feels nice to have people to talk to.

haha!.

and today learned new steps!!! :D:D

really had the greattt passion for dance.

not the clubbing kinda dance.

but REAL dance.

weee~

okay.

and i shall..

sleep soon .

quite tired .

and my knee hurt during dance class.

ALWAYS THAT DAMN KNEE.

better rest early.

hehe.

okay.

goodnight!:)

2011-11-20T03:56:00.000+08:00

the more you do, the less you receive .
the more you hope, the higher chance your hopes get dashed.
the more you care, the higher the tendency for people to treat you for granted.

its better for you to do less,
hope less,
care less.
so people will treat you better.

people sees reciprocal treatment importantly,
but in reality,
people takes advantage and wants the best for themselves.
people are selfish... mostly.

and all i wan,
is to see the daily flow goes smooth.
dun break the sequence.

let everything be alright.

2011-11-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the past 1 week plus have been quite a happy week!

because i dun get to starve every day .

LOL!! kiddingz hehe .

my perfume boy was around ~ wee ~

sho cute. hahaha!

anyway,

SERIOUSLY IM BROKE.

like really really POK until cannot POK.

so many 21st birthday people ard sep oct and nov.

and i must return the present because ppl bought for me tooooo .

damn sian.

and i have no job :(

that sucks -.-

in addition i have to fork out car expenses like petrol, cashcard, etc. :(

its a good thing to have a car.

but not when im still a student .

as usual,

i have no allowance.

HAIZ.

okay nvm, lets talk about some of my happening life !!

hahaha.

on 5th Nov.

BEFORE I SAY FURTHER, fyi, im a buddhist.

so yea it was some duaahpek's birthday.

me and my siblings went to Red Star Restaurant for a birthday feast.

seriously,

IT WAS A MAGNIFICENT EVENT.

it looked almost like some wedding dinner lol!

this ish moi real blood sister!

we're both man. LOL!

anyway, the food isnt really THAT nice.

but whatever,

as long as it fills my tummy . *rubrub* LOL!

my dad got drunk on this day.

and his alcohol limit is damn......sucky -.-

he just drank a few cups of martell ( neat with ice water ).

and he was gone soon after.

and start talking rubbish and all .

-.- no comments i know. LOL.

went home with a bomberman stomach.

hahaha.

and on.. 9th Nov.

after school,

went out with my girlies!

claire and xinyi :)

like super long never go out tgt alr !

missed the past poly years.

whereby we'd head down town to makan or movie or do stupid stuffs after school.

and all the TAKING PHOTOS IN CLASS AH,

IN THE TOILET AH.. lol!

so fun :(

now only me and claire same class,

xy studied RMIT.

hard to meet and also our schedule are a little different from last time .

everyone had their own things to busy with .

but yeah,

we still try to meet whenever we can :):) hehe.

we went town for soup spoon! our favourites :D

after that walked around..

caught the movie " Tower Heist ".

ITS A GOOD MOVIE, SERIOUSLY.

but that day i was dead exhausted.

i slept for the first 30mins LOL sorry man.

after that claire went for her rugby,

and i went home to eat.

it was nice to meet up :)

and THE MOST HAPPENING THING.....

i've took part in the Flash Mob for Livejournal which has taken place last... friday outside Butterfactory.

had a few flashmob practises in school .

and on friday, 11/11/11, everything ended happily !

it was a damn awesome dance with all SIM dreamwerkz people.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oe_vroMKbWc

take a look at the link okay! hehe.

its really damn cool and fun.

haha.:D

first time involved in sucha things.

somehow had a sense of achievement. LOL.

anyway,

after that,

we had free entries to butterfact.

i brought in xy and claire with me :)

our orhpisai face :) HAHHAHA

WHY YOU NO....face..

LOL.

sian,

why we so pretty sia. LOL.!!

it was quite a fun night luh :)

hehe.

and i was happy to get to know more friends thru dreamwerkz.

made quite a few nice friends hehe.

:):) lovelove!!

happening right. HAHAHA.

feel sho happy to have them in my life. hhahaha!

and on 12Nov,

it was benquek's 21'st birthday bbq at bishan.

just opposite my house.

first time i didnt even touch a single sip of alcohol.

theres this girl who came.

friend's gf.

SHES DAMN HAZARDOUS.

seriously.

and she has no self-conscious.

she just came,

took benquek's alcohol.

pour for all her friends and took the whole bottle forcing her friends to drink.

i mean her friends are also our friends,

but shes involving only ppl that she know and not everyone.

and she sitll dare to claim " i very noisy meh.. i help to bring the mood up leh .. "

oh puh-leaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

somemore she didnt even buy any present for ben quek?

she dun even know benquek,

she just come and take his alcohol.

NOT SHY.

wahlao eh.

see alr also angry.

girl somemore ..

anyway, lucky thing.

we made the birthday boy drunk.

HOWEVER...and SOMEHOW..

this guy, weekiat.

he got himself drunk too.

and all the epic stuffs start to happen. LOL!.

well its gonna be a wordy post if i were to describe everything,

but you all can look at these videos uploaded in facebook.

laugh till die.

When one started singing, one started crying

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=2625211073251&set=vb.1344499085&type=2&theater

5th Coy Up there!

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=2625044029075&set=vb.1344499085&type=2&theater

just watch it.

LOL.

anyway,

the police came ard 3am plus.

cause theres a surveillance camera @ bishan park.

BUT THE THING IS...

they actually came to ask if someone fought.

it was OBVIOUS that they saw something from the camera.

weekiat got a little violent and fierce when hes drunk so he tends to whack a little.

but we understand that hes drunk.

so yeah.

everything is still under control.

what i wanna say is..

if the police saw people gets violent on the camera already...

WHY COME SO LATE?

i dun mean that i wan the police to arrest them.

but,

wheres the efficiency and safety always mentioned from the police?

they basically came after everything calmed down.

i dun get it.

i'd rather you all dun come down and show the authority..

some of them even showed unhappiness as if we had disturbed their late night rest / sleep whatsoever.

yeah yeah, defeats the purpose of being a police.

its all just for survival purposes in the job i guess.

...................................

conclusion,

i really think my life is happening LOL.

my friends are the bestttt :D:D hehehe.

random shot in lecture hall. hhaa!

im disturbed by my fat fingers -.-....

okay!

summed up everything already.

have to go rest a lil bit .

having dance tonight.

yay!!!!

so..

GOODNIGHT!

weee~

2011-11-05T12:42:00.000+08:00

its another long awaited entryyyyyyyyyy .
just didnt feel like blogging cause all im gonna post are just my own emotions .

anyway.
since im free and feeling average now.
i shall bloggg :)
BUT ITS GONNA BE A LONG WORDY POST.
its up to you all to read:)

i headed batam with claire on last sat and monday !.
it was an impromptu thing .

we made a reservation at Novotel Hotel.
booked ferry tickets from Batam Fast.

we took their ferry early in the morning,
went to Nagoya Shopping Mall for lunch and the Swatika for massage.
we didnt check in first because we have to wait till THEIR 2pm.
(fyi, their time zone is -1 from singapore's)

i dun really have much comments for their food cause its quite normal.
nothing of a specialty.
but....
TELL YOU.!!!
their massage is seriously damn good.
i lied down there for at least an hour.
their masseuse were damn awesome .
i wanna salute them.
their strength didnt weakened,
and they are using the same lvl of strength to massage for us.
their hands dun even feel tired .
CAN YOU IMAGINE.
great force,
for 1hr throughout.
seriously (y).
and i felt damn good after the massage.
though the only part that felt scary was that they cracked my neck.
LOL!!!!!!
but seriously,
their massage were up to standard.
and its relatively affordable .
prolly sing dollars $10++ ?

but one thing about batam.
everywhere,
even in shopping malls.
you can see people smoking inside.
its not prohibited.
theres the bad thing lol .
although its still bearable,
but i dun like the cigarettes smell .
kinda stink my clothes and hair.

________________________________________________________

afterwards,
we headed back to our hotel ard evening time.
with all our groceries and VODKA PEAR.
LOL!

we planned to drink at night in my room hehe.

but before that,
we checked in,
ate our dinner,
changed into our swimsuit,
we went to the swimming pool .
just to try it out.

SWIMMING AT NIGHT IS FUCKING.............cold -____-
we swimmed only for a while,
and we went to the jacuzzi.
SHIOK AR! LOL.
i like the jacuzzi.
so warm and niceee hehe.

after swimming,
headed back to our rooms.
wash up , changed ,
and DRINKING TIME!!

i think everyone knocked out except this bugger.
WASTING ALCOHOL.
can never get drunk.
when everyone was too sick of the vodka taste and everyone went back their own room,
this bugger say " wahlao you all so fast.. i still wan to drink one leh :( ".
end up,
drinking one cup on his own.
and head to bed .
LOL.
.
.
.
joke.

next day morning,
BREAKFAST BUFFET!!!
oh and i have to comment on their " Best Employee of the Year ".
i think there has to be a mistake.
cause this sissy.
has no integrity.
cause we wanted to change our sing dollars over there to rupiah.
but their rates are low but we have no choice.
so we had to change.
since its the last day alr,
just change .
their rates were 6200 buy.
so we changed sing dollars $9.
we're supposed to get back 55800 rupiah.
but he only gave us 55000 and KEPT MUM ABOUT IT.
i dun feel right,
so i calculated again .
and i went to ask him for that 800 rupiah.
and he say " oh, that 800 is only sing dollars 2 cents "
and gave us that cb sissy smile.
THIS IS THE PROBLEM.
hello,
you mean since its just 2 cents,
you dun have to ASK us ?
you just take it on your own ?
its not about the money,
its about the principles bro.
and he didnt even apologize,
and he smile as if hes not wrong in just taking the extra money on his own.
seriously,
this kind of attitude, FROM THE BEST EMPLOYEE OF THE YEAR SOMEMORE...
spoil my whole impression of Novotel Hotel.
so people,
if you were to make hotel reservations at Novotel,
either you change your mind now,
or make sure ppl like him or her i have no either his gender,
dun eat your money and smile back at you .
its creepy.

so after our breakfast,
we packed all our stuffs,
prepare to go back singapore.
all and all,
the massage was great ,
but i still prefer singapore.
:)

_________________________________

on 2November,

its my dear claire's 21st birthday !!!! :):)

i took quite an effort to gather 21 people to give claire 21 daisies.

but thanks to some ppl,

they backed out so last min,

or some better.

they didnt even inform.

BUT LUCKILY LUCKILY.

claire had 21 in total .

managed to find more ppl.

THANK GOD. LOL!.

BUT....

before this flower plan gets started.

some fucking stink shit ruined it .

its okay if he couldnt make it to buy daisy for claire.

but his mouth is soooo damn big,

he have to tell claire that sorry he couldnt celebrate claire's birthday,

and oh btw,

yufang asked him to buy a daisy for her.

(y).

i mean,

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT?

seriously?

everything was going well .

i was hoping claire to OMG DAISIES when she first see my daisies,

but first time i hear " I KNEW IT! ".

do you even know how it feels?

like,

you took so hard to plan something big for her .

and what you expected from her reaction is just

" cheh i know alr la... thanks anyway " that kind of face.

FIRST,

i haven fuck you up for banging my car door so hard.

SECOND,

i haven fuck you up for hitting my car boot so hard.

THIRD,

i haven fuck you up for sitting on my car door window.

FOURTH,

you have to spoil the surprise, and feel nothing about it.

seriously,

SUCH A GUY,

A GUY SOMEMORE.

should really deserve bullshit.

gay.

anyway,

at least people whom i called still acted as a surprise for claire.

cause she didnt expected her touch rug friends,

her sec sch friends,

xy and cheese to meet her up.

she was still a little surprised for that,

so im glad my plan didnt fully went haywire.

OH AND DID I MENTION?

we went salt grill sky bar for celebration.

alvin and shirley treated us.

ITS DAMN COOL .

i mean.

salt grill is such a high class restaurant.

but yet we can afford to celebrate down there .

its an honour.

really.

somemore they treated us...

i feel damn happy to know alvin and shirley.

they really treated us well enough.

thankyou so muchhh :)

:D lovelove!!

oh and we are the only ones here cause couldnt bring a big group up .

LOL!

after celebration at salt grill,

we headed to rebel.

sorry im a little hairy. .__.

we clubbed for...

i mean not we.

is me.

2hrs or less.

and i head home .

know why ?

claire's friend got so drunk.

she slapped me in the face when i "oei-ed" at her.

she was soooooooo drunk that she couldnt stand still,

she kept pushing everyone beside her,

and she even created a " fighting space " on her own .

she just kept going round and round pushing people and all .

LUCKY THE PEOPLE SHE PUSHED ARE ALL ONE OF US.

imagine if other people are ard her .

and she accidently knocked onto some ahlians.

i see how she dance.

she might even dance her way to the hospital.

i just wanted her to calm down and get awake thats why i shouted at her .

i would prefer if she shout back at me and ask me to shut up,

rather den give me one tight slap .

im not a pushover.

if she can apologize to me straightaway,

maybe i can calm down better.

but she continued laughing and being crazy,

i couldnt take it .

she has no right to slap me .

she was lucky i can control my fist well,

i merely used my palm to push her head.

after that i got out of that crazy place .

it wasnt a good idea for me to stay longer.

so its better for me to head home and sleep .

so yea.

everything ended up to be something bad for me .

but i still hope claire enjoys her day.

yupp.

__________________________________________________

recently things haven been going well for me .

just some people and friends .

i must say i've changed my temper abit for the better.

but it seems like,

people stepped on me even harder .

sucks to be me i guess .

i will be stronger. :)

OKAY,

seeeeeeeeeeyous.

2011-10-28T03:01:00.000+08:00

to be honest, im not angry at all .
really am not now .
cause IT just made me feel that ITS not even worth bothering in the first place .

just kept on saying.... saying... and saying ....
bringing me down,
saying my bad stuffs to everyone ..
and thinking you're so right,
everyone should have a "taste" of how yufang is like.
well,
congratulations i guess?
i see nothing except pluralistic ignorance .
earned nothing .
and end of the day,
just claiming coz everyone friend friend with me,
nobody back you up .
so never mind .
HUR.
seriously .....

do you even sounds like a guy?
and come on,
why the sudden enthusiasm in asking bill out again and again .
wanna complain " wah lan, really only you can tahan her " right .
please lah .
wrong target .
hes a neutral person.
how many people do you wanna spread to?
it just never reaches your level of satisfaction.
your flings, your ONLY friends, MY friends, and never enough.
i msged you as an individual,
yet you have to post things regarding some stuffs between me and my friend showing everyone .
it just shows how much you just wants to win .
finding things to say,
and that's all you've got .
pathetic.

if you think you are really that zero-problems,
hmm.
i wish you luck in your future endeavours :)
my social circle isnt big for no reason im proud to say.

thanks.

__________________________________________________

LASTLY,
happy birthday to my dearest :) !

humorous,
tall,
sporty,
at least these are under my list.
i shall let you pass .
hehe.

loveeeeeee.

2011-10-26T17:34:00.001+08:00

Died.

2011-10-26T03:36:00.000+08:00

DAMN PISSED.

and i bet you must be MASS SMSING ARD NOW.

telling people that my idiotic pattern come out already .

back out again and again .

Firstly,

DID YOU EVEN TAKE THE LEAVE FOR ME?

sing kbox only.

how many people you need?

your whole family, father mother relatives, and your army friends.

enough not?

i mean seriously .

4 person cant sing?

why i MUSTTTTTT GO?

Secondly,

YOU THINK I PRINT MONEY?

how many 21st bday presents i haven gotten on hand yet.

you got army pay?

I GOT DOG PAY.

i dun even have allowance.

and how many times i work per week?

EACH MTH I CAN GET LESS DEN $100 CAN.

bloody hell .

yah i dun have any thoughts of going at all,

i dun even bother replying your messages.

on billy's birthday,

i've alr told you we're going prawning.

WHY YOU NEVER SCOLD BILLY.

SCOLD HIM LA .

FUCKING CHEEBYE I SAY GO PRAWN ONLY HE GO.

WHY YOU DUN SCOLD HIM.

Thirdly,

HOW MANY PEOPLE AGREED TO GO IN THE FIRST PLACE?

am i the only one who backed out?

jolynn, troy, whoever i dun care .

they never back out isit ?

why dont you scold them ?

msg them and fuck them up , screw their day .

make them know that they are some mother fuckers who wasted your leave.

why you only pick on me ?

seriously,

its fucking unfair .

Fourth,

you nv tried backing out before?

one example.

the day before bill's birthday chalet.

you at first said you wanna come too.

but you dun wanna come in the end because of some girl .

YOU ONLY BACK OUT ON THAT DAY ITSELF ,
SOMEMORE IN THE AFTERNOON.

DID I FUCK YOU UP?

so what if you came in the end,

its not the point.

YOUR INTENTION WAS THERE INITIALLY.

I GOT SCOLD YOU AH .

cb.

Fifth,

i know you like to sms people around,

and complain things about me .

NOT THE FIRST TIME .

the other time you complained to jianteng,

im not stupid .

so whats the conclusion.

congratulations,

you just found one friend you can complain to and backstab me .

yah you think that its fact .

BUT ITS FACT BY YOUR OWN POINT OF VIEWS.

but fuck it,

i cant be bothered now.

SO.

i have asked for your help umpteen of times.

you said you never reject once.

i didnt force you either.

i wouldnt mind if you said you didnt want to .

and now im some bloody bitch who back out again just for some singing shit.

very good.

you can go ard tell everyone .

how retarded i am .

only billy able to bear with my temper and attitude.

actually no,

im a very selfish person who only thinks about myself .

i dun even know what to get for his 21st.

because of one bloody car i have to go home alone all the time.

everytime i try to make things right,

it will just go in the opposite direction .

thanks people.

you all have just made me super demoralised .

im not a good person.

really,

what have i been doing these past years.

holding up ppl's future.

creating troubles for ppl.

cause i fucking unreasonable .

people that i didnt expect to say also says so.

try too hard...really.

2011-10-18T01:18:00.001+08:00

last friday was a happy day:D

it was an unexpected visit !

and an unexpected longgggggg weekends . hahhaa!

went to play midnight bball with bobby benquek kk and jae.

i cant even see well without my specs.

and practically i didnt really play.

cause all guys im the only girl,

nobody dare to bump into me LOL.

when i had the ball,

everyone just stepped back and ask me to throw. LOLOLOL!

played only a while and the police came.

said that residents are complaining.

-.-

retarded.

shut your windows and door ,

on your air-con and sleep lah.

so no choice.

went home.

but after that bobby had to fetch a customer,

so we shared the pay.

not alot,

but, aiya just enough to cover our supper? hahaha!

_____________________________________________

saturday.

FINALLY GET TO MEET MY FAVOURITE BFF :D:D

hello cutie pie.

you are so handsome.

although i also very handsome,

but you lose me abit only :)

HAHAHHAA.

yeah.

met up with him, xy and claire :):)

went marina manhattan to JIAK!

sho happy :D

thanks for wanting to treat all of us,

BUT THAT TIME YOU TREATED US WATAMI ALREADY!

so its okayyyyyy :)

and im gonna see them again on saturday HEHEHE :D

after manhattan,

went powerhouse.

to celebrate dear jianteng's birthday!

cute hor, jt and her bf . lol!!!.

very....secretive.

but cute ah hahahahhahaa.

everyone who celebrated for jt :).

happy for her.

such a big grp eh!
hope you enjoyed uhhh .
though aftermath i was alr.. flying to dunno where.
fought with the lockers , the walls and bob. LOL.

troy told me he laugh at me until cannot take it.
i bite ppl den i smile, and i giggle.
den i very happy to hit the lights on the walls . LOL .
sorry man .
i have no idea why i did that too .
i just feel happy doing that LOL .

_______________________________________________

sunday nothing much.
just tired.
lol.

monday, today!
seriously not enough sleep.
i kept dozing off in class.
and i rmb myself facing the teacher, listening.
but i fell asleep unknowingly.
claire hit me hard,
i got a shock and i whacked her back .
den we laughed.
LOL.

damn.
i look kinda retarded, seriously . lol!

anyway,
replenished my sleep when i reach home.
slept for 3 hrs.
and i have to sleep now too.
12pm lesson tmr.
my fav lesson :)
cause the teacher is the most interesting compared to others.
at least he jokes ard with us,
he treat us like his friends.
the rest....hmm .
no comments :)

OH AND BTW.
some ppl have to realise that im already keeping some distance as a favour to you.
so prolly... do me a favour as well.
i do not wish to get involved .
would really appreciate :)

OKAY,
goodnight people!

2011-10-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

830am class today.
LUCKILY NOT LATE ANYMORE LOL.
if not hafta drive to school again.
expensive :(
somemore the free parking usually DAMN HARD TO GET.
i dun wan end up have to uturn all over again and be late for my lectureeeeeeeeee .

after class,
me and claire went kim's family restaurant to eat :D
FINALLY THEY ARE OPENED!
hahaha.

we ate,
we htht.
and we bad mouthed our ahwooooOoOoooo~
hahaha kidding.
just thinking back and talking abt it.
sometimes smiling sometimes upset.
it has been so long alr .
everything just seems as if it just happened ytd.
.
.
.
.
.

anywayyyyyyyyy.
im tired now.
after my cca.
LOL.
shall watch a few epi of fringe and sleep hehe.

GOODNIGHT :x

2011-10-12T01:24:00.001+08:00

suddenly everything feels so clear now.
being too much of some good girl person who treats ppl better den herself,
and think of ppl more den herself..
i think it should kinda come to a stop now :)

its meaningless.
i dun see any point in doing so.
when you're happy, you really are .
and when you got hurt, you will be the one being hurt the most .
why go for the extra effort man, seriously.

someone i call BROTHER but hes not blood related to me btw.

hetold me..

"Dun angry la. Angry no pple will pity u leh. Dun silly"

and previously ,
he thought me not to be angry when ppl pisses me off because thats their aim,
i shouldnt let them win.
all the more i muz fight back,
show them that they're just bloody stupid fuckers trying hard to piss ppl off .
errr okay all of these isnt totally from him .
i added some IMPACT words hahah !
but its along the line :)

lastly !
"Ur life is a blank paper. Is up to u how u want to fill this paper. U got negative points to write in this paper then ur life story won't be happy ma. Haha. wo men yao kai kai xin xin de lo. Hahahahaha! Boy ma. Harsh abit won't die de la. Haha. SMILE leh brother!! Hahaha :p"

(y)(y) best brother.
i copied paste his msg here cause im blogging from my phone right now -.- lol !
lazy to on my computer .

anyways.
yea im so much more better now and AWAKE.
gonna juz not bother :)

if im juz so insignificant .
so be it :)
probably its the same old saying,
i am still living in the past .
so, time to move on .
it doesnt matter who what where when how why,
i should deserve the best for myself and not get humiliated by you this way :)

its fucking downgrading.

HAPPY NOW. weeee~~
and whoever .
motherfuckers on my formspring .
grow some asshole bitch.

2011-10-10T21:10:00.003+08:00

alright, i haven been blogging for WEEEEEEEEEEKS.

lazy to do so. lol.

have been super super superrr busy and ESPECIALLY HAPPY during my birthday week!

feels good to have so many ppl celebrating for me :D

[ I posted abt this previously :)]

First group: My fellow baleno colleagues!! :D MY FAV JPLF HEHE.

they brought me to watami @ bishan

although it was another bad experience to eat there.

cause the service sucks.

but, well,

seeing the cake and everyone celebrating for me,

i forgot all the bad factors of watami :D

hehehe.

Second group: My SIM OG12! ^^

mr nicholas was nice enough to fetch me to town!.

meet up with the rest and had ichiban sushi :)

natalie came after wards, and we head down swensens for icecream.

I WAS REALLY CAUGHT IN SURPRISE.

cause initially i thought it was just pure dinner and nothing.

cause overall i wasnt that close to them,

so i didnt expect anything from them.

but they bought one slice of small cake,

one icecream from swensens for me..

awww...

i damn happy, serious!! :D

sorry my nose looked damn big here LOL.

natalie! :) and stupid nicholas at the back -.-

nat, me, jj, pengjie!

thank you all so much!
and nicholas for the icecream treat.
although you still very irritating.
but still.. THANKYOU VERY MUCH! hahahah!

Third group: Claire Xinyi Paolo ! :D:D

early in the morning i went to fetch my crare crare from her house over to my house to look at my niece.

but she cried at the sight of claire. LOL.

anyway, claire was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrr nice!

she made one whole carrot cake for me cause she know i like to eattt .

awwww .

it was really very very nice of her :D

after that , drove to orchard.

meet up with xinyi and her friend before we head down to raffles for some buffet dinner!! :D:D

had alot of fun, laughter:D.
finally manage to catch up a lil.
xinyi was always the busy girl :(
but, just, hehe super happy to be with them :D

xinyi, me, claire! :D lovelove. hehe.

BROTHER!!!!! he came down especially just to pass me present sia.
thanks leh brother!YOU THE BEST!! :D
REN ZHEN DE NAN REN ZUI SHUAI! HAHAHA!

everyone :D junyi came to join afterwards.

but he seems to be there only to eat -.- LOL.

after dinnerrrrrrrr.

I DUNNO IF THIS IS CONSIDERED AS ONE GROUP!

Fourth group: JIAPALANG. Theres bobby, jianteng, songwen, and benquek!

they came to find me after my dinner:D

we headed down to changi airport to fetch the dua pai kia JAE CONIGLIO.

hes finally. finally. finally....

back :):):)

everyone at the airport were anticipating in excitement. HAHA.

okay kidding.

just a little excited and nervous.

was quite crowded at the airport.

everyone kept looking out for their loved ones. hahaha!

when we finally spotted him,

he ran towards us.

LOL.

like a cute.

after that i drove to bedok 85 to eat with them!

after eating,

went home.

LOLOLOL!!!

not much of a celebration but everyone wished me happy birthday when they see me after my dinner :)

and fetching jae at airport can be considered as my celebration ? :x

my biggest present.

hahaha!

nextdayyyy.

Fifth group: MY TENNIS KHAKIS/BABIES! :D

went timbre to celebrate!

i went late cause early in the morning i had to visit ahma with jae.

though most of the time i wasnt driving, i was deaddddd tired.

went jae's house to sleep before i head down to timbre.

but i overslept so... yeah.

reached there quite late.haha!

THEY BOUGHT THE RILAKUMA FOR ME!!

DID YOU SEE THE VIDEO IN MY FACEBOOK? HAHAHA!

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10150333753326871

click it !

quite retarded , but i like .

the bear is SO CUTE . hahaha!

anyway,

yea,

i celebrated my birthday with zhenlong:)

AND AND AND I REGRETTED PLAYING THE WHIP CREAM ON HIM.

ended up everyone started to smash all the cake on my face :(

my make up ruin, my hair ruin, and i smell like shit :(

but ahhh, fuck it la .

i didnt wanna head home to wash up and all .

it was already very late!

so i just wash away all my make up,

clean up my hair and head down to powerhouse after the celebration. lol!

quite grateful to my tennis friends actually :)

i haven been out with them for such a long time already.

felt quite drifted.

cause most of them are from engineering course.

im the only business girl.

so yea,

hard to hang out and all even to meet up play tennis.

so,

i really appreciated their efforts :)

thankyou so much!! :D

Sixth group! And the last group! : MY PARTY PPL. hahaha!

Includes Shasha, Benquek, Jianteng, Bobby, Angela, Jolynn, Raeanne, Adeline, some jianteng's friend, Jondave, Jae and his friends!

BIG GROUP HUH.

jin heypi~

headed down to powerhouse after timbre.

had another tiramisu cake.

lol!

my tennis friends bought durian and awfully choc cake.

it was filling enough.

after that the tiramisu cake!

gosh.

but seeing their thoughtful efforts.

i just ate it .

haha.

thankyou ppl :):):)

jae bought me my fav royce chocolates:D:D:D

thankyou baby!

hmm, regarding photos.

im not gonna upload cause theres loads of it and i look like shit.

the cui face and all.

REMEMBER MY FACE STILL HAVE WHIPCREAM STAINS.

gosh.

so yea

.hahaha!.

got to meet new ppl!

jae and jd's army friends .

they thought me how to play 5/10.

hahaahah!

power pack, i keep winning one of them .

LOL.

anyway the whole night was damn fun :D

very happy and fulfilling :):).

THANKYOU EVERYONE!

MY LOVE FOR YOU ALL ARE DEFINITELY OVERFLOWING! hahaha :D

my birthday week was definitely a blast :D

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the week after, school and cca all .

was pretty busy .

thats why i lazy to blog hahahaha.

dance so far so good :)

fun and nice.

hahaha!

school so far.... OKAY only.

had to do more reading up.

but kinda lazy :/

went prawning one fine day with claire and nicholas!

IM SO ADDICTED TO PRAWNING NOW LOL!

like freaking hell i didnt thought that i would be able to catch such a big prawn.

felt damn.. WAH SEH OMG OMGOMG LOL!.

i was afraid of touching it,

so in the end we had to ask the staff there to help us wash and stick in the satay stick up the prawn ass :(

OH AND YES...

i kinda have a new job!.

with the Preparrazi.

but its just an occasional job.

i woke up late on saturday,

no food at all.

and by the time my work start,

i ended up didnt eat anything since i woke up till night i went supper at chompchomp with songwen qiyang yvonne jianteng and jae.

AND BLOODY HELL I THINK THE FOOD THERE IS UNHYGIENIC.

next day i woke up,

i couldnt stop heading to the toilet!.

morning till night,

till next day ( which is today ! )

yesterday i was supposed to have a nice dinner with bobby, ben, and jae @ amk.

but my stomach is killing me .

ended up i had to leave early and didnt get to eat my dinner.

I TOTALLY DIDNT EAT ANYTHING YTD.

headed home,

wrap myself up in blanket and sleep.

felt like shit...

and today my stomach still isnt feeling good.

after school i rushed to polyclinic,

waited there for 2 hours and finally its my turn and i got my medicine.

reached home ard 7plus.

made my own porridge and had my medication.

FINALLY...

im not shitting anymore.

if i were to shit again,

seriously.

my asshole is going to expand like nobody's business.

it hurts like hell .

first time i felt so at ease eating food.

whatever i ate just passed out as waste so i didnt dare to take any more food till i receive my medication.

everything is okay now.

im so heypi~.

and i feel like sleeping already.

after this long post . LOL.

shall watch one episode of fringe and head to bed :):).

TOODLES PEOPLE.

♥

2011-09-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

VERY VERY SERIOUSLY HAPPENING. lol!

i rmb i was working one day,

i felt that my ulcer getting worse.

next day, i couldnt talk properly, or bite .

MY FREAKING WISDOM TOOTH IS KILLING MEHHH .

and i was gonna meet claire when i woke up.

so i didnt head to the doctor..

i went bugis to shop with claire.

but i left in the late afternoon.

haven went out with her in ages alr :)

i left ard 5plus to meet my xiaomei jianteng.

she damn NICE.

she offered to acc me go polyclinic to remove my wisdom.

BUT.... suay.

all polyclinics close at 430pm -.-

but really thanks soooo much!

for accompanyinggg :))

when i went home,

i still dun wan to give up.

i head to my house opposite private dental clinic.

AND DAMN LUCKY, THEY CAN REMOVE FOR ME.

i jitao, OKAY.

waited for at least an hour plus.

finally its myyyyy turn!

wah, i felt the dentist screwing my tooth.

it hurt till i teared and shivered in fear.

i almost died.

i continue shivering when its done and i head for payment.

shivereddddddddd all the way home -.-

i think i damn steady.

when i say i wan to pluck my wisdom tooth,

i do it straight away.

LOL.

claire was like " so fast?! " LOL..

anyway , am just glad i dun feel anymore painn :D

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NEXT DAY....................

dreamwerkz!

it was a real full body workout.

fun, and tedious !.

didnt regret joining :))

cant wait for the next lesson hehe.

after the lesson , i drove to bobby's house for campbell soup and movie with juan and benquek!

stayed till 10 plus before i head home.

AND.... juan actually msged me say that she wanted to club one leh.

i also dunno why i so...... steady.

i just tell her im on.

and there we are, at butterfact with shasha. LOL.

when i wake up the next morning,

my body ache like mad... hahahahah!

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thurs practically just rested at home i guess .

cant really rmb. lol!

friday went teoheng at night to shing shong pray mahjiong!

no rah.. shiong shong only.

hahaha!

solli ah, camwhored at home. hahhahah!

buobi! jolynn!

oh and troy was ard too :).

his voice is (y).

i uploaded his "music video" on facebook.

you all can go listen hahahaah !

BOSS!

after singing,

we went upper seletar to slack.

WITHOUT ALCOHOL.

just mineral water and snacks.

hahaahaha!

sha came to join us :)

sha only join us for awhile before she went off.

the rest of us, bob jolynn troy and me headed to eat chomp pang nasi lemak.

FATTTTTTTTTTTTT.

but nvm....

LOL.

dun eat now,

grow old metabolism even slower cant even eat alr . lol! :x

nice way to console myself hahahaha.

after that drove everyone home.

the most most most tiring journey is the journey to jurong to send mr troy home -.- LOL.

i couldnt even focus anymore.

when i finally reached jurong,

i ask bob to take over...

cannot alr.

i really slept in the car until i woke up at thomson , he finished pumping petrol in my car.

LOL.

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next day, saturday, which is ytd.

my lovely baleno colleagues had a small birthday celebration with meeee . hehe.

this was funny. look at ferlyn's photo.

when it was her turn to takephoto with me,

she had a cramp. LOL.

everyone!! :)

thankyou so much everyone!

for the presents.

and spending time to meet me and celebrate my birthday with me :D.

hehe.

really really appreciated the thoughts! :DDD

ytd was one of the happiest moments :)

at night i went clubbing with the same usual clique !

before i joined them to drink , i was on the phone .

they anyhow take my photo LOL.

after club is hungry time . LOL.

anyway i came out halfway from powerhouse.

was too thirsty.

and i saw someone i didnt wanna see .

some two-faced person.

too scaryy .

hard to judge how a person is like .

i guess theres no friendship in the first place :/

but ahhh whatever.

everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee weeeeeeeeeee ~.

yeah.

happening sibo.

today woke up at 2pm.

its now 5pm.

i had school tmr at 830am .

SCHOOL FINALLY STARTED.

mixed feelings?

lol!

kinda hate studying now also.

restricted.

but ahhh.

only 2 years.

hurry finish up before i decide my future.

okayyyy !.

needa BATH and EAT alr!.

bui bui!

fat fat!

LOL.

ciaos:)

2011-09-20T02:22:00.002+08:00

I FEEL LIKE SHIT.

thanks.

i dun even understand how your mood comes by.

cause im always the one being temperament ,

so now your turn?

good actually .

i can really quite get used to it .

& now i get reminded of the past again.

really .

i think it ended wrong,

and started even more like a mistake.

you can continue,

but im stuck.

maybe you can try to pass me your instruction manual of how to predict and understand you.

i'd really appreciate that.

_________________________________________________________________

even my friend is making me lose my pride.
whats wrong man, seriously .

i didnt even do anything .

thanks leh, seriously .
it just seems like everyone is having a mask on and they only took it off after they're happy making some other feel worse.

2011-09-15T23:25:00.001+08:00

singtel seriously...
sucks to.the.max.

2011-09-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

HAVE A LONG POST TO DO!

went partying with my dear friends last sat @ powerhouse.
yesyes i know that place alot bengs and lians.
but we're there cause of dj kzeeeeeee .
love his music :)
and its not about the location, its about the COMPANY!!! hahaha.

it was V V HAPPENING.
i brought troy along cause he hasnt try any sg club before.
i brought sha sha to acc me :D
and kawei also came along with his friend.
in total...
we have, bob, raeanne, jolynn, sha sha, troy, ben quek, kawei, jianteng, angela.
BIG GRP!
hahahaha.
though i abit....hmm..lose abit of my memory.
but i think i should rmb big part of itttt ? LOL .
i have no idea man .
after i reached home,
i bath and i head to sleep immediately cause was just toooo tired.

me and sha sha :D

she very cute right!! hahah!

and she damn skinny la .

bob kept saying machiam can just break her into half .

he very scared of skinny ppl . LOL .

left to right, troy, bob, raeanne, jolynn, jianteng :) me and sha sha in front! hahaha.

jolynn and raeanne :)

quite amazed uh.

me and jolynn wasnt really that GOOD friends initally.

it was because of some stories between her and her ex that made us so close.

and raeanne is actually bobby's friend.

and we've become so close as well.

life is just so amazing with friends ard.

really. :D:D . hehe.

jolynn shasha me :)

dear jianteng!!!!

rae, troy, me, shasha.

TROY LIKE A BOSS ONLY.

GO THERE ONLY EVERY OF MY FRIENDS SAY HE INNOCENT AND CUTE. LOL!

hes like the SHAMPOO guy we made fun of during poly times.

year 1, everyone should really look at his hair.

THICK LONG AND CENTRE PARTING.

houmaigawd.

everytime he enters the lecture hall,

me and my poly mates will like EH EH SHAMPOO GUY SHAMPOO GUY,

HERBAL ESSENCE. LOL.

ahhh those were the timessss :D

young and playful! HAHAHA

my current fb profile pic! :)

happy endinggg :D:D:D

COOL? :D

and i show you all the link uh.

bob is billy's friend.

raeanne is bob's friend.

benquek is my sec sch friend but i know him thru billy.

jolynn is my excolleague.

jianteng is billy's god sister.

troy and kawei (not in pictures cause he doesnt want us to take his pics lol!)a re my poly mate.

and shasha is just a girl i met in club like few weeks ago when billy's army friend brought her along.

this time clubbing was only the SECOND time i met her.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

like just among us,

theres alot of link drawing above us alr.

LOL.

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sunday!

had a steamboat with my ex baleno colleagues :D

that time among 4 of us,

we even had a NAME for our clique.

JPLF- Jun Ping Ling Fang.

hahahaha!

stupid name , but it means alot to our friendship!:D

jolynn, karen, shuting, weisheng joined us as well.

all of us worked in baleno before but JPL were the closest to me cause we worked tgt thruout the whole baleno life.

and some of us actually didnt even work tgt before and we became good friends as well.

jolynn, one of them.

we machiam best friends now . LOL.

and karen!

innocent and cute girl . hahaha .

i also know shuting quite well.

first day when i join baleno,

she was the one who took very good care of me:D

even though she quitted baleno quite long ago,

we remained in contact quite often :)

weisheng is ferlyn's boyfriend and future husband to be ,

so..yeah. HAHAHAHAHAHA .

after steamboat,

we digged out alot of baleno stories.

jolynn was the story teller.

everyone was damn engrossed . HAHAH.

after steamboat,

we went downstairs to light up lanterns, sparks, and candles!

hahaha.

everyone was like AT LEAST 20 years old,

yet we're still doing such stuffs.

feels so nice to do all these children stuffs at this age.

happy kids! hahaha.

all of us!! :D.

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and yesterdayyy!!

i went out shopping with my best friend.

GUESS WHO?

MISS SHASHA.

hahahaahha!

3rd day meeting only!

and seriously,

we seems to be like some year long friends .

usually ppl who just met are shy shy all,

hard to communicate .

not much topics.

but we practically just kept talking non-stop for the whole day.

hahaha!

that day after clubbing,

troy and shasha lived near each other so they took the same transport home.

sha sha told me that troy asked like how she know me and stuffs.

and she say she only met me like the 2nd time.

troy was shocked cause we look as if we were like best friends . HAHAAAHHA .

but really leh!

she really v nice and friendly!!! haha.

we went h&m to shop ard.

but the queue to fitting room is just SOOOOOO packed.

somemore everyone was queuing with BAGS of clothes.

wah i cant win them.

so i just put the clothes aside and went out -.-

den we just walk ard... to ion... and back to 313 to eat coldstone.

LOLOLOL!!!.

:D:D:D

am gonna meet all of them to go timbre on friday!

for some chilling time and eating time!

NO MORE CLUB PREASE.

LOL. :)

hehe.

&&& guess what!

I JUST BOUGHT MY IPHONE 4!!!!!! HAHHAHA.

i didnt wanna wait for iphone 5 alr.

cause even though it come out,

it'd be too pricey.

and some ppl told me when iphone 5 is out,

iphone 4 price will drop .

but i think... its okay la..

haha.

doesnt really matter.

wont drop till alot also.

and ppl are just guessing .

so, yeah . :)

DAMN HAPPY.

my iphone damn chio.

im gonna buy screen protector and a cute casing.

HAHHAHHA .

okay!

i have to bath and head down to amk soon!

needa change to student plan.

~~meeting my dear claire claire and mr shortshortplumplump after that !~~

~~HAAHAHA.~~

lost my mood to go anywhere .

ciaos!

2011-09-10T04:05:00.000+08:00

went prawning just now!

with bob, quek, jt and her friends.
DAMN SHITTY.
3hrs.
only managed to catch like 2 prawns? -.-
it seriously sucks. LOL.

and we bbq-ed the foood .
arghhhh .
it tasted bad .
and we bought some frozen prawns.
i thought it'd be nice cause the other time i see the others did it .
it taste damn freaking good!
but this time..
the prawns tasted like shit.
even the ones that we caught.
RUBBERY, AND.. NOT EVEN TENDER.
i feel so disgusted ><
even though its cooked .
i got a feeling it might just move again LOL!

whatever it is.
my lips are itching from these food.
i allergic to seafood .
but it dun always happen .
happy happy den will have rash .
not happy den no rash LOL.
i hope my lips wont turn to some sausage lips tmr -.-

&&& I NEED TO RUN TMR, I MEAN IT.
haven ran for 2 weeks already .
BUAY TAHAN .
i didnt ate my dinner,
and supper i ate all these unhealthy shit.
FAT sia.

got a feeling i'd get sorethroat tmr.
and everyday without fail,
while sleeping halfway,
i'd start coughing madly.
jialat .
some terminal disease or something LOL choyyyyyyyy kidding!

anyway,
yeah hafta sleep already .
tmr wake up run run run ! :)

might wanna change iphone 4 already.
cant wait. lol.
goodnight!

2011-09-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

went dhoby to watch Crazy, Stupid, Love today :)

combination of romance and comedy.
NICE. :D
the story line was good .
the ending part was kinda unexpected . haha .

thanks for watching with me! :)

2011-09-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

photos out !
the other time of kbox-ing @ amk.
SEVEN HOURS OF SINGING IS NO JOKE!!!!!!
hahahaah.
it was damn awesome and fun.

with rae, jolynn, bobby !

sorry i find myself nicest with ugly faces:)

i was too lazy to sit straight to sing so i lied down.
and the rest started to lie also LOL.

solli ah .
chor lor number 1.
hahahaa!

yeah, that day was damn fun.
sing till song song!
now no more craving for singing alr.
HAHA.

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today had work @ ion.
we work for only 3hrs -.-
cant even earn much.
boring.
after that went taka to find herman .
he got lion dance performance.
wah i almost couldnt recognise him.
cause he has got all the decorations/makeup on his face.
lol!.
but really.
super long didnt see herman alr .
except the other time at xy's birthday celebration.
didnt even talk much.
feels nice to meet old friend .
memories tend to flash back .
haha .

i know herman when i was 16/17?
damn young right! LOL .
and me with that cui face,
lousy dress sense,
stupid curly hair .
he was the first to really make friends with me at baleno.
cause the rest doesnt seem to like me much .
cause i walk like zombie and i dun smile alot . lol!
they just dunno theres a devil in me la .
I LAUGH SO MUCH AND TALK SO MUCH .
wah lao eh .
LOL .
and yea . :):) .
baleno period were also the times i got to meet 5 other nice girls :)
agnes, ferlyn, shujun shuting and huijuan .

agnes is always the pretty one!
and the blur and most easily hurt one .

ferlyn is the cute big sister!.
first day when she see me,
she offered to buy bubble tea for me.
so nice:D haha!

shujun is the..... glutton.
LOL.
and the most cheerful girl!
always had fun with her ard !

shuting is like my soul sister!
same age as me and yet always take care of me in baleno.
and offered to go out with me,
go shopping and all .
it felt really nice :)

huijuan!!!!
IS ALMOST LIKE MY BESTIE NOW.
intially i thought she disliked me.
cause she always didnt like to give me a second look.
and she didnt even wanna talk to me . LOL .
and she damn DA JIEJIE .
i scared LOLLOL .
but after her ex's incident .
we became good friends .
we hang out and all .
club tgt, kbox tgt, shopping tgt.
really thankful that shes there for me at times :)

not forgetting ahseng and uncle yiyong!
ppl who always made me laugh.
thankyou all so so muchhh :D:D hehe.

ahhhh, feeling so nostalgic now. hahaha.

im just glad that i made so many friends throughout my life.
and majority of them still stayed on with me .
those whom i lost,
although i still feel sad,
but ..
i always believe that theres always a reason why they did not make it to my future.
i alr made my effort .
and since it takes 2 hands to clap........... . . . :)

its 1am now.
have to sleep soon.
am going to watch crazy stupid love tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
:D

gooooodnight! :)

2011-09-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

ytd after work,
went to had supper with claire paolo and noel.
seriously,
i hoped noel didnt follow .
i was okay intially,
i mean,
so long didnt hang out .
we should try catching up .

but there are 2 things that made me damn pissed.

1)
we headed to thomson for supper.
there are only parallel parkings available.
i asked noel to go out of my car to help me check.
im not afraid to hit the curb.
im afraid to hit other ppl's car.
i had to park in between 2 cars hello?
he just doesnt want to ,
and kept telling me still got space la just move just move .
eh hello ,
ask you to head out help me check,
isit that hard?
i have to PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE him to go out to help me check.
and next,
i think he got fed up,
he got out of my car,
and banged my car door .
WHAT THE FUG .
i hate attitudes like this .
seriously .
IF NOEL IS A GIRL,
i still can close one eye .
hes a fucking big guy,
and hes being unhappy JUST TO HEAD OUT TO HELP ME CHECK?
whats his problem, seriously .

im thankful for you to hitch me all the way to changi industrial the other time.
but if this is how you treat your friend for just a little help,
im very sorry to trouble you that time .
your full tank petrol,
i just pay you full can?
just ask back from me .
take it as i hired a cabby to fetch me the other time .
after that we're quits.

2)
wanted to head to prawning after supper.
but claire doesnt know wheres the carpark to park her car.
i told claire after that i'd ask noel to point it out for her.
i'd put down the wind screen.
intially i just put down the windscreen a little,
i just wanted noel to put out his hand to point at the place.
ended up,
he put down my windscreen till the end,
he jumped out from his seat and sat on my windscreen.
SAT on my windscreen when my car is moving.
WHAT THE HELL RIGHT .
i mean seriously!!!!
YOU WAN TO DIE RIGHT?
DUN TRY DYING ON MY CAR.
go do this kind of stupid stunt on other ppl's car and make sure they jam break and you fall outside the car knock your head and turn it a final destination episode for you.
seriously,
i was fuming mad .
i yelled at him to get back to his seat .
he dun even fucking feel guilty or what.
he just think that its nothing wrong,
wont die.

seriously,
i fucking swear .
this kind of scumbag is not gonna take my car another time .
never.

ended up didnt go prawning after i parked my car at my house area.
went home to take a quick shower cause i just couldnt cool down .
DAMN ANGRY, SUPERRRRRRR ANGRY.

the thought of noel just irritates and annoys me .
i hate it when he wants to do his own way.
and try to correct me when im driving .
you're on my left, i can see clearly on the right .
i know im in the right lane .
and you claimed that im in the middle lane thats why the car horned at me .
yah right .
the car horned at me because i didnt rush for the amber light,
i just stopped there you sucker.
i didnt wanna to chiong .
he can over take me if he wants,
im not even blocking him .
whatever.
its ytd's stuff alr .
just wanted to say out to feel better .

guys,
are just so idiot .

2011-09-07T03:22:00.000+08:00

i miss chester:(

target set,
owned,
gone.
gone..

_________________________

i woke up early early early in the morning to drive.
TO DRIVE WOOOHOOOOO !.
i drove to redhill on my own -.-
i quite proud of myself .
i didnt get lost .
if i get lost i think my dad is gonna scream at me .
and yea .
drove from bishan to redhill and back to bishan .
pro or what?
didnt get horned though HAHA . weeeee ~ :D
good start? hehe.

afternoon went bishan cc to learn cooking. LOL.
learned to make some healthy agar agar and meat roll.
NAISE,
im gonna try on my own soon.
the meat roll really super super super nice (y).
lol!

at night,
acc my sis go amk to cut her sim card for her iphone 4.
after that met bobby raeanne and huijuan for kbox.
we sang from like 7pm to 2am!
SHIOK OR WHAT? LOL.
sang till all of us tuned to sleeping mode . LOL.
damn tired!
but fun :D hahahah!

MY EYES GONNA CLOSE SOON.
waiting for bob to upload the photos.
and tmr night i have work at salt grill!
for event only .
with claire and noel.
i skipped dreamwerkz junior team audition to go for work :/
cause im not confident enough yet.
and i feel kinda sian that have to work with noel -.-
hes a weird person , seriously. weird.
he make ppl not wanna associate with him .
something is just wrong with him zz.

OKAY,
shall head to bed now.

gooooodnight!

2011-09-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

AND FINALLY COMEX ENDED!

hated being in the showroom.
like seriously .
no crowd.
hard to promote.
and usually ppl who came inside alr know what they wan to buy.
its not like in convention,
there's lots of ppl browing and checking out .
its a different thing la .
I DAMN ANGRY!
everyday i just hope comex ends quickly.
idiot.

anyway,
okay la .
luckily the guy over epicentre entertained me.
first day working,
he was just wondering why am i with 2 kids -.-
at night he came to take my flyer from me.
second day working,
he smiled at me .
third day working (today),
he spoke to me while eating his chicken rice . LOL.
funny guy.
just abit irritating.

anyway,
YES AH!
everything is over.

im gonna change iphone 4 tmr:)
white!
gonna whatsapp till shiok.
lol!.

okay,
i shall... stop here.
this coming week shall be a happy one.
:)
GOODNIGHT!

2011-09-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

didnt turn up for comex today.
had a fever.
haiz.

today was supposed to be the start of a happening day.
for me to be happy and enthu!
but yet i had a fever,
i have to spend the whole day at home sleeping and sleeping.

now im feeling better alr,
i still decided to head for bash later on.
but only awhile.
i've alr paid for the tix,
might as well just go and gather with my OG mates.
hope by tmr my fever will totally subside.

have to go bath now.
:)
see you ppl soon at comex!
rmb to visit me:)

2011-08-31T01:39:00.000+08:00

在你迷失的昨天

不管心有多寒冷

不管世界再多危險

我會在你身邊

:)

___________________________

haven blogged for 5 days!.
busy uh.

went club on saturday @ powerhouse .
friend's friend's birthday.
i had been clubbing almost every week once.
ALWAYS KENA PSYCHO-ED.
keep playing all the clubbing songs in front of me,
ask me go .
idiot . LOL .

:).
that day huijuan scare the hell out of me.
always drink so much dun control.
she fell from the stairs of the ladies toilet sia .
stupid .
wth why build a stairs at ladies toilet =.=
so dangerous .
lucky shes alright ah!.
silly girl,
she shouldnt vent things out in club .
should go out walk,
htht with us .
will feel better.
at club,
only make yourself look so 狼狈.
不值得.
especially for a guy like thomas .
hes totally a jerk and a fucking seebee.
you deserve better , so dun shed a single tear for such a guy.
all of us will be here for you okay :).

that day was epic.
i sufferd from MUSCLE ACHES. lol!.
but i get to know 2 girls there .
nice ppl :).

SUNDAY!

went out shopping with sw jy and jae.
but,
end up didnt buy anything?
lol!.
at night went j8 watami to eat.
i have to say that their service...
sucks.
slow.
and not efficient.
luckily the food was still up to standard.

we played with the food.
those that we cant finish.
we made a special mixture sauce with prawns.
LOL .
cause benquek was coming to meet us after our diner.
so we made fun of him hahahaha!
abit bad ,
but the process was damn funny.
me and jt just cant stop laughing when we saw benquek consume the prawn. LOL.

nice dinner time .
i haven laugh so hard for very long alr .
and never had so much fun on a dining table alr :)
hehe.

MONDAY!

went for my comex training.
after that went out to eat zhichar @ casuarina rd with bobby and jae.
AWESOME.
ordered alot.
LOL .
damn nice:D
after that we machiam drive the wholeeeeeeeeeeeeeee night.
solli.
i mean jae drive.
-.-
damn waste time.
should have just ate,
and just slack and go home watch FD5 on projector.
HAIYA.

and TODAYYYYYYYYYYY .
worse.
should have cabbed instead of asking ppl to fetch.
ended up made the wrong decision.
cant help it .

took an afternoon nap today.
woke up crying -.-
annebee.
nvm .
THIS WEEK SO BUSY AHHHH CANNOT ANYHOW AHHH .
COMEX COMEX COMEX.

anyone going comex,
please come visit me!
suntec tower 1 #02-006B THANKYOU! :D

oh and btw.

NTU UOC PAGEANT
click that web please!
like that fb page,
and like my friend's photo!
M3 TYLER PHANG! thankyou:D:D .
help me like !!!! .
if you see him very handsome,
very your type,
you can add him also .
he very friendly one . hahhahaha!

yeah......
thats all for today.
goodnighttttttt :)
meeting my girls tmr for xlb hehe.

ppl,
please call me,
and ask me out.
anytime anyday.
thanks.

2011-08-26T03:52:00.000+08:00

只要回头，

或转个弯，

就能回到原点。

即使选择放弃，

也并不代表结束，

而是个新的开始。

________________________________

:)

had an awesome dinner with my tomyam meegoreng ppls !
went bishan watami.
hahaha!.

actually to be honest,
i really didnt expect us to have quite alot to talk about.
because the other time,
they celebrated my birthday with me at seoul garden,
at night we actually didnt have much to talk about.
even just a short time period of 30mins to wait for a movie show,
we had to head to the arcade .
and awkwardly speak nothing and just nothing .
staring in space,
looking at our phones trying to look occupied.
so...
was quite happy with today's outcome :)
and since i was their camp instructor 2 years back,
i thought i would look like some big sister to them .
or rather,
they made me feel very comfortable to be with them.
like they were of my same age.
:D
they damn cute la hahaha.

&& !
our blurking II is going to america for his intern soon.
for 6 mths.
take care ahhhhhhhhh !.
please send us back enough branded goods LOL.
the next outing,
we'd bring your photo along :)
dun worry k.
and dun forget to take alot photos also .
leave some space in the photos ,
just to imagine we are there with you . lol!
this boy quite sweet uh,
because hes leaving for such a long period of time,
he hurried to arrange a meeting with us .
MISS US RIGHT.... hahahahah !
hard not to smile at the thought of them .
like a cute onley ~
take care okayyyyyyyy ! .
INTERNET TALK AH! hahhah . :)

my cute juniors :)

____________________________________________

and i have to sleep now.
left last episode of my drama to watch .
tmr evening i have to go school for SRC interview.
hope i can get to be part of them too.
quite nervoussssssssssss .
luckily yiochukang has an arranged interview with them also .
i took big efforts to force him to go with me -.-
so yea,
GONNA DO IT GOOD AND DO IT WELL.
happy~~

okie,
goodnight now! :D

2011-08-25T04:59:00.000+08:00

既然还没睡。
困死了。

刚看完 << 醉后决定爱上你>> ! :D
超好看的！！
看到了第十二级。
小鬼也有演！！！
从来都只觉得小猪比他还帅。
不过照这样看，
小鬼真的越看越可爱 *.*

戏里的歌曲，
每个都超好听。
特别的有感觉。
尤其是 Yen J 的 “好的事情” ,
很伤，却很好听。
我自己都被感染到了。
况且现在又是上更半夜耶！
心情很容易被动摇 :(

不管怎样，
每次看了这些偶像剧。
我都会在现实生活上有些感想和感触。
而每一次，
我都会想像扮演里头剧情里的艺人，
变的坚强，勇敢和简单的容易觉得快乐。
不管发生了什么事，
他/她都会向前看，往前走。
就是那么简单，单纯的，
做自己想做的事而感到快乐和幸福。

所以，
我也希望生命如戏，
开心就好 :)

我不想再为任何人感到什么不愉快，
因为我从来都不觉得有谁会看到我的用心。
我只觉得这是我该做，
而不是我能不能选着做。
报应吧。
以前的我，
太任性，
太霸道，
太没人情味。
给谁造成的伤害，
都只能这样还。
也不敢多说什么。
因为错误先在于我。
有点累。
也不知道值不值的，
还是因为害怕不想浪费过去几年的时间而不敢在做出回后悔的事。
因为好的事情始终会结束。
我该等的也等了，
该弥补的也弥补了，
却始终还在原点。
现在也只能这样，只好这样。
:)

做自己就好。

2011-08-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

good things always end .

2011-08-19T03:35:00.000+08:00

IM BACK TO MY HAPPY NORMAL SELF :D
just.
do my own things.
dun bother too much about other ppl other stuffs weeeee~~!

anyway,
i haven mentioned that i watched these 2 SUPER AWESOMELY FUNNY MOVIES RIGHT?!

FIRSTLY,
ZOOKEEEPERRRRRRR !!!! *CLAPS AND WHISTLES* LOL.

its a super funny movie .
i swearrrrrrr.
THIS IS A MUST MUST MUST WATCH.
i laughed till i suffered from a stomachache!
just NON-STOP LAUGHING!

its like this guy,
a zookeeper.
got dumped by his gf whom he thought that she thought hes the one for her LOL.
but ended up no.
cause shes very very affected by his position. as a zookeeper.

so his proposal failed.
continued his zookeeping life for years.
and finally,
his good friends are getting married,
they went to the zoo for some.. engagement thing .
and his ex actually appeared.
he was nervous and all,
and he thought of getting her back.

all the animals know about this,
they tried to help him .
BUT THEY CANT BREAK THE RULE - which is to let human know that they speak human language too.
in the end,
the lion who reminded them the rule,
broke the rule first.
hahahahhaha.
that part was funny.

after that,
all the animals taught the zookeeper how to attract the females .
the bear, by hauling, raising up their paws and all . LOL . its damn funny hahaha .
AND THE NEXT MOST FUNNY.
the animal,
i forgot which kind.
had to pee by the tree,
hanging the paw nicely by the tree .
the zookeeper actually followed, and pee-d by the tree.
but he got caught by anotehr zookeeper,
and he claimed that he pee-d cause he had to kill the poison on the animal.
ended up.
he really had to pee all over the animal to cover up why he tried to pee on the tree. LOL.
i literally laughed all my intestines out.

seriously,
if you had a bad day.
PLEASE WATCH IT! :D
you'll feel damn good and happy after the movie.
haha!

OH AND,
THIS MONKEY WILL BE IN TOO.
if you realise...
this monkey acted in HANGOVER too! hahahaha.

NEXT,
HORRIBLE BOSSES!

its... M18 material.
so.
not really my type cause.
i dun understand alot of sausage or flower terms -.-
and during a movie,
whenever i ask one qns,
nobody wanna answer me and they ask me to google .

One boss was so sexually active,
she kept offering sex even thought he was about to be married.
she kept of harrassing him for sexual and physical actions until he couldnt take it.

Second boss,
he inherited the company from his dead dad.
and he do things so incompetently and held no interest for the company.
he ordered to sack all fat ppl, and one handicap guy cause he freaks the boss out wheeling his way in and out. LOL.
the way he said was rather funny so yeah.
(couldnt find the picture of this boss :x)

Third boss,
was soooooooo full of himself.
one employee had worked there about 7 years 8 years and the boss kept on hinting that hes gonna promote him.
and when the day of promotion came,
he promoted HIMSELF instead of his employee.
he mocked at his employee,
and gave harsh remarks.

there's this particular guy they found in the bar.
accident prone area.
and they decided to engage his services as he has been prisoned,
and knows how to kill people.

ended up,
he asked for $5000.
not to kill anybody.
but to provide killing advices.
LOL.

and he was prisoned not because he murdered anyone.
he was caught illegal selling video cds.

so these 3 person,
who had horrible bosses in their lifes.
decided to get rid of them.
in the movie.
its all about finding one "Serial Killer" to kill all their bosses.
Clean and hands-on free.
its all funny and exciting luh.
not bad a show :).
but since everyone loves dirty jokes and stuffs........
it should be a very good show for everyone..
hahahaha ! .

_________________________________________

AND TODAY.
today.
today.
today!

what did i do.
for the whole day.

i woke up in the early afternoon.
caught On The Fringe 2 at xin msn.

OHOH,
and you know the pervert boyfriend joey's mum had?
(im taking abt the show On The Fringe 2 btw LOL)
HE LOOKED LIKE ONE OF THE PASTRY CHEF AT MY WORKPLACE HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i tried looking for that actor's picture.
wanted to post it on his fb wall but i couldnt find it . LOL.
but im went ard telling everyone abt it.
and everyone agreesssssssssss with me hahahhahaha .
damn farney.
okay moving on........

i went to run in the afternoon under the hot hot hot suN!
i tried the new nike shoes.
okay.
its fits nice.
but..
i think my feet shape doesnt fits the interior of the shoe .
its too compact and my little toe hurts .
but oh well,
my sis already bought it for me USING MY MONEY BTW.
better not waste it .
anyway nike is such a idiot.
i dun wanna bother myself being stupid and begging ppl to change my shoe size for me.

after running,
slacked.
bathed.
went to work !

worked for events today.
its a HBO event.
quite cool!
I LIKE THEIR GAME OF THRONE CHAIR. LOL.
looks sooooooo cool!
but yea i didnt take photo of it cause.
im just a server,
if i take out my phone to take picture i would look so....... -.-

but we asked the camera man to take a group photo for us!!!!
i have it in my wallet now.
omg its so cute:D
and so cool!!!!!! .
should work more of such events,
and collect photos as memoirs. :D hehe.

after work just go home straight and bath and use computer!
nowadays i dun really wanna ask ppl out.
i dun like disappointment :/
cause every disappointment makes me feel lonely .
i dunno why. LOL.
had my days planned nice nice .
but ended up being alone,
i dun like this feeling .
not blaming anyone,
but just .
yeah .
i very scared of being one person .
hAhahahhhhaah.
okay i might be contradicting myself .
i just told noel that i never thought of getting married.
i just want a boyfriend HAHAHAHAHAH .
and he goes all telling me how lonely it is to be at 70 years plus plus. LOL .

just feel that.
nothing is really everlasting.
even though tgt since sec school .
both were naive and innocent .
i like you, okay you like me also . yah so lets be tgt.
but when both grows up.
thinking starts to change.
and everything would change too.
nobody stays the same forever rightttttttttttttt .
and no matter what happens once again,
the one who was at fault first,
will still remain as the one in fault.
ahhhhhhhhh whatever it is.
not really looking forward to anything.
same thing,
i just want to be happy everyday!!!!

hahaha.
okayyyyyyyyyyy.
its getting late.
i wanna sleep oready~
goodnight peeeeeeeeeps!

2011-08-17T03:05:00.000+08:00

didnt manage to change any bloody shoes.
nike service kinda sucks.

1) cant change even just a size bigger unless shoe is spoil.
2) dirty cant change cause exchange policy , shoe must be in sellable condition.

so..
size difference cant change.
spoil den can change.
but shoe must be in sellable condition den can change.

what the hell you talking abt dude.

you're totally making it impossible to change.
can i like slap you? bitch.

forget it lah .
save the trouble.
just stuff my foot in and run till the shoes GROW BIG.

t.r.o.u.b.l.e.s.o.m.e. . . . . . . .

___________________

anyway,
today made a lot mistakes at work.
shouldnt even have taken any bloody orders.
shitttt.

I SWEAR.
im not gonna take orders from tmr onwards.
just refill water, clear plates and just fuck off.
dun create trouble for myself -.-
damn.
hate this feeling when i make mistakes.
better take good care of myself before i care abt others.

AFTER WORK TMR,
PARTAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!.
with my girls :D.
powerhouse night.
not gonna drink so much .
please control yufang.
dun let my friends take care of me .
LOL .
they always take care of me,
ownself never enjoy like that . lOL .
solli ar, not this time .
you all just drink okay .
i take care . LOL .

ahhhh,
okay.
shall sleep soon.
shall run tmr afternoon.
the TEOCHEW MUI SUPPER is making me feel super BUIBUI now.

goodnight!

2011-08-16T12:15:00.000+08:00

resumed work at SG yesterday.
all the new faces are making me feel so... uncomfortable.
especially the guy.
gosh.
singing, and walking like some big shots, talking to managers as if wow hes some kinda significant staff -.-
okay maybe i dunno him yet,
but thats my first impression of him.
moreover,
hes that....person's friend.

after roll call,
i walked around like some idiot?
nobody to talk to.
haiz .
the usual more funny staff,
more talkatives one are gone.
left with new ppl that are not that friendly to me :/
and i really want to work at the sky bar,
why did they want to keep scamming us in working there.
and go look for another staff and treat it as if nothing has happen .
i dun understand.
none of them worked long term,
me and claire has always wanted to be one of the bartenders.
and look at how long we've been asking.
those who're not interested,
doesnt wanna continue .
while ppl like us who are soooo interested,
never even got a chance to work .
what the hell -.-
its life i guess .
nobody will be able to get what they wan in life .
take it or leave it.

anyway,
worked for only 4 hrs ytd.
they like to chase part timers away now asap.
cause they BUDGET.
yes.
high class restaurant chasing part timers away.
how funny. and stupid.

wasnt that willing to head back there to work,
and after ytd's work,
i felt like leaving even more -.-
i want to sell icecreammmmmmm .
im heading to salted caramel to apply for part time soon .
prolly this coming friday or something.
anyway its near my house,
and the working conditions are not that harsh .
everyone was happy.
i dun mind the low pay,
its the happiness that matters.
if not happy,
just work for money,
its like wasting my life away .
money doesnt really matter now anyway,
im not supporting family or whatsoever.
im still in my "childhood period. "
in future,
i would have to find a proper fulltime job also .
scared i cant work enough mehhhhhhhhhh. lol!

so yeah.

:)

_______________________________________

today would be a garang garang day.
going learn cooking.
after that have to bring the shoes to change.
den head to work.
TROUBLESOME MUCH.

now my mum wan me fry fish for her -.-
need to go off already la .
i super hate to help her .
nothing is appreciated anyway.
all she favours is just her precious elder daughter .
she come back only,
help her wash clothes .
and she helped me AT THE SAME TIME,
cause she know that if she only help my sis and never help me .
I WILL COMPLAIN.
anyway,
dun really have purposely show .
i can see that you're not really being nice to help me .
my sister first,
and... nobody comes second.
oh yah,
probably your money .

my sis haven even wake up,
she dun even bother to wake her up cause oh shes so tired.
just let her sleep.
even if shes awake now,
i'd be the one she'd ask to help fry the stupid fish.

okay.
have to go.
(#@*@)$*!)$*)!*$!) ,
angry.
bye.

2011-08-14T03:30:00.000+08:00

EASILY IRRITATED -.-
damn.

i still find that my childhood kinda sucks .
it just keeps on accumulating that i feel like im just a tool in the house .
youngest, sooooooooooo ? -.-
not as if ANYone dotes on me .

not in the mood, yea, go on, just scold meeeeeeee .
need my help, your angellic chars just shows.
what is this.........
come on la.
im not some kinda dumb shit .
i have eyes to see,
heart to feel.

:/
i just feel very very annoyed whenever ppl are just so fake rahhhhhh!!!!
especially they're my own family members.
2 word - CANNNNNNNNNNNNNNOT SIA!

nvm.
be happy.
just be happy .
everything will be okay .
:D.

goodnight.

2011-08-13T03:24:00.000+08:00

sooooo very love tennis :)
its a great sports ! .
my arms and legs have uneven tan marks already .
LOL .
gonna go sentosa tmr to get everything even .
WEEEEEEEEE~

oh btw,
had supper at chompchomp.
went there for the first time actually ahahhaha .
i only tried newton circus .
anyway,
chompchomp isnt much better den newton.
its abt the same . lol.

and we have had A LOTTTTTTTT of food ar!
hokkien mee.
sting ray.
popiah.
oyster omelette.
one LARGE glass of sugarcane.
yam egg milk curd.
green tea curd.
wah ..... (y)
calories gao gao.
and because of some secret code game,
i lost and i ate one big piece of pork lard.
damn.
the taste sucks.

anyway,
walked home from serangoon after that.
WEATHER DAMN HOT.
ITS SUPPOSE TO BE CHILLY,
basket.
my sensitive skin starts to itch thereafter.

lastly,
i still cant forget abt the past :(
im easily swayed, i dun deny.
bitchhhh .
nvm that.
should stop thinking too much .
PLAY MORE TENNIS,
PERSPIRE MORE.
everytime i play tennis,
i tend to forget everything .
everything felt nothing to me .
i just need a tennis racket, a few tennis balls, and a few kakis,
and it felt like everything to me .
oh wellllllllllllllllll .

time to sleep already anyway.
hate how im feeling right now.

goodnight.

2011-08-12T00:58:00.000+08:00

went for some job interview today.
LOL.
owned.
that lady kinda looked down on me .
do i really look like one ahlian seriously -.-

she tell me indirectly that my hair very messy.
fringe is covering my eyes.
staff must be well-groomed.
you must have full make up as well.
FULL MAKE UP when i had foundation, concealer, blush, eyeliner.
seriously, what........ -.- is this.
i still think my makeup abit too much for working purpose liao .
she still wans MORE make up .
eh hello,
my face not cake leh.
lastly she say....
actually i can see from your face that you're not really interested.

" i think its okay, thankyou . "
and i walk off. lol -.-
walked ard town for like an hour.
HAIYO!
didnt even see anything nice .
booohooooo .
and i went home .
wash off my make up ,
went amk .

OH AND I MET MY PARTNER AT BISHAN MRT!
hahaha so long didng see him!
hes my mixed doubles partner for 2 years.
YO MAN , nice seeing you hahahah! :D

anyway, yeah.
went amk with claire and noel!
watched " zookeeper"
FUCKING FUNNY SHOW LOL .
i kept laughing until my stomach wanna explode.
seriously,
ITS A MUST WATCH!

next movie i wanna watch is horrible bosses:D
szehao say that its nice!

after watching zookeeper,
we went to eat dinner.
chit chat,
laugh.
and went home.
HAHA.

at least today isnt spent rotting and being a couch potato at home.
:D:D:D

felt quite lucky today!
first time saw zhihao online after soooooo long!
damn happy.
my best memory of zhihao was that he appeared right below my block when 12am strikes on my birthday last year .
totally cant forget .
JUST TOO NICE.
and he specially go learn the directions from his area to my house .
he even asked his friends for help on directions .
wah,
super hero.
(y).
thankyou so muchhhh :)

i realise those ppl with a "hao" name at the back are always nice nice ppl.
sze HAO .
zhi HAO .
okay la only 2 haos LOL.
but,
both are niceeeeeeeeee .
zhihao still best HAHAAHA .
but the best of the best is still ZHIWEI. HAHAHHA .
CHEESEBOY.
cant imagine how he look like in botak.
hahahahhahah.

AND AND AND,
YAY IM GONNA PLAY TENNIS TMR AGAIN~ YAYYYEEEEE .
get toast under the sun . lol!
gonna play from 12pm onwards.
haahaha.
so i shall sleep now :D

i today very happy LOL .
okay goodnightgoodnight!!!!! :D

2011-08-11T03:40:00.000+08:00

cant sleep -.-
i suddenly feel sad LOLOLOL!!!! .
after chopping off my hair,
i suddenly lost confidence -.-
i think i damn ugly now .
not that im pretty in the first place,
but ..............
i really think hair very important LOL .
stupid sia .
never wanna try new look again .
bullshit,
i look like some hagged fugly idiot without my long hair.
i can only hope it will grow out long enough before my birthday comes .
if not ..
wah .
my favourite activity " CAMWHORING " will not take place -.-

anyway,
since i cant sleep.
i shall upload some photos taken on national day.

sorry ah , my camera not DSLR .
its the best i can take already . LOL :(

claire and me!
took this photo after cutting hair ,
before heading to watch fireworks!.
seriously,
i look like COCK .
claire look cute !
oh sorry, she doesnt like ppl to call her cute . hhahaha .
PRETTY CLAIRE!

take care babe:)
i'll be there for you.

AND LOOK AT MY HAIR .
hou mai gawd .
really.
look at this .
WHAT IS THIS .
WHY SO LONG?!
WHY YOU CUT AWAY .
wah cannot la you.
cannot .
:(

please grow faster hair .
i love you hair .
grow faster okieeeee .

lol!.
okay laaaaa ,
really need to head to bed now .
shall not think too much .
CAUSE IM STILL WHO I AM NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF COCK HAIR I HAVE .
yeah, aiseh .
self motivate . LOL .

GOODNIGHT:D

2011-08-11T01:56:00.000+08:00

just came back from xiaolongbao buffet with xiuhui and kaiting!.

like a shiok only .
eat till stomach burst sia!
and i never wanna touch xlb again .
must wait for a few more mths . LOL .
and the xlb lose standard sia seriously .
A LOT NO SOUP INSIDE ONE . EEYER :( .

after eating so muchhhh ah .
we went bishan park to walkwalk .
talktalk . :)

most comforting " you have us! " hahaha!.
thanks man .

screw those ppl who purposely dao me lah haiya.
cant be bothered .
not that i do anything .
the thing is,
i didnt even do anything and some particular idiot is ignoring me for nothing .
just, out of sudden, overnight .
wan to ignore den dun invite me to whatever event lah .
give suggestions only den totally ignore it .

you can say im too sensitive if there's really nothing wrong
but yah because i too sensitive towards friendship issue thats why im like that .
you ppl are too "not-sensitive" already thats why you all dun bother.

nvm, forget it .
ppl will lead their own lives like that and i shall live mine happilyyyyyyy.
dun care is the best ! :D

wah and im still very super duper full now LOL .
use computer awhile more before i bath den slp :)
interview tmr at town!.
have to wake up early.
cant slp late.

AAAAAAAAAAAADIOS!

2011-08-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

i had a hair cut i had a hair cut~ LOL .
hope my luck will be better LOLOLOL!!!!! .
okay im not superstitious,
just crapping :).

but its really really short now.
i abit scared it dun look good on me .
but anyway,
nvm,
im waiting for my new black hair to grow out cause i wanna cut away those dyed hair as much as possible!
in the mean time..
pls dun laugh at my new hair?:(

the moment i told jae my hair shorter den shoulder length .
idiot person jitao " wah cannot sia . cannot . not nice . whywhywhy. "
ANNNGGEERRRYYYYYY SIA .

anyway,
just dun laugh la k . LOL .
took me alot of courage to cut away my long long long long long hair.

and YAY PLAYING TENNIS TMR!!! HEHE!!.
cant wait to turn black .
i wan the sun woohoo!
HAHAHAHA
okay,
sleeping now already hehe.

OH BY THE WAY.
FUCKING AWESOME FIREWORKS TODAY.
super love it.
i never miss it every year.
haha!

goodnight!!!! :D

2011-08-09T00:19:00.000+08:00

lost touch .
no idea how and when .
different cohord since day one ,
nothing's odd .

:)
smile and pretend there's nothing wrong !

2011-08-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

Saturday!

let me think what have i done...
LOL, seriously i nowadays abit short term memory -.-

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ( im thinking and dotting )

yes yes.
done nothing much actually .
caught Captain America @ Bishan GV.

TELL YOU HOUMAIGAWD.
no matter how nice the show is,
if the theatre is not comfortable,
everything sucks -.-

every row of seatings,
are of the same height.
in addition,
their chairs are SO LOW,
there isnt any cushion for head rest.
so you can imagine,
while watching the movie,
your neck must be supporting your head for 2hrs .
when the movie ended,
i had a headache.
cause i tried to lay low,
so that my head can rest .
its,
SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE .

dun ever go GV to watch -.-
i rather watch at home with not-the-right-atmosphere,
den to pay some bucks,
watch at some theatre and suffer a bad headache.

not that im trying to be some ocmplain queen or whatsoever.
but if you experience it yourself,
really,
you will know how i feel .

went home to sleep after movie .
wanted to play pool at amk but changed my mind -.-

_________________________________

Sunday!

woke up late cause it has been raining non-stop.
TOO NICE TO BE AWAKE !

but had to wake up in the end cause had to go visit ahma.

omg they offered me GOD DIVA CHOCOLATE TRUFFLES .
they bought like sucha big box OMG .
i didnt dare to take cause ITS SO DAMN PRICEY .
the other time jae bought me a TIMES 2 SMALLER god diva chocs,
its already near $80 ++ i think .
their's.... so ... TUA JIAK.
they keep telling me its okay its okay, just take just take .
den i .. wah .. okayokay, just take one .
den OMG ITS TASTE DAMN... RICH.
their chocolates omg... i wanna faint LOL .
freaking awesome i tell you god diva .
(y)(y) .
but they still kept offering me .
wah , i felt damn bad .
super super expensive !
but still,
thanks uh .
for letting me tryyyy .
wah,
i very long didnt indulge myself in chocolates already .
made me feel like going to buy some tmr . lol! :(

we stayed for an hr den we left already .
went amk central to buy snacks .
i bought 4D as well . LOL! .
starting to become like auntie already .
but nvm, i like :D
at least got slight chances of winning if i buy .
if i didnt buy, no chance at all~

okay anyway,
after that went home to eat dinner.
i today didnt spend a single cent on my meals sia .
all ate at home .
sho heypi :D
healthy somemore woohoo!

today im home early !
1030pm :)
aizai.

shall head to bed alreadyyyyy .
done for the weekends blog entry.
gooooodnight ! :D

2011-08-05T03:14:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8am this morning,
feeling SUPER DUPER HUNGRY!
and didnt head back to sleep after that -.-

went out in the afternoon to meet claire to watch harry potter.
haha!
sorry,
abit TOO SLOW to watch that ah hahaha.
too busy with our lives!
WE ARE BUSY WOMEN YOU KNOWWWW HAHAHA.

she bought me a cube bag, and a pair of slippers from her recent bangkok trip!!!
AWWWWW .
:D:D:D
thankyou so much!
i love ittt :D:D HEHEHE .

MY RATINGS FOR HARRY POTTER...
er......... 6/10? LOL.
sorry man,
that show was so much of a "cut-short" film until i didnt quite understand what it was going on.
moreover, i didnt read deathly hallows .
and, if i had to read deathly hallows before heading down to the theatres,
i'd rather they dun film this and just publish the books -.-
IM SOMEONE WHO LIKES TO WATCH MAGICAL STUFFS, CARTOONS, ~
so... score of 6 upon 10... is considered better den nth alr LOL :x

after movie!
meet the china boy (noel lee) for dinner before work!
claire didnt work cause she was off at bangkok the other day,
so i asked noel .
the event at ion sky was okay luh.
they booked half of the bar,
boss invited their company over to drink and eat.
AND....
typical singaporeans - kiasu kiasi greedy and cheapo.
i know im a singaporean as well,
but im definitely not all of these traits.
im just afraid of dying LOL .
anyway, i shall not say further .
as long as they pay for the food and service,
their characters doesnt matter .
its a culture and country thing that nobody is able to change anything .
thats the "SPECIAL" thing about us hahahahaha.

after work!
went to find claire at her house for supper.
WAH DAMN,
IM GETTING FATTER.
MORE AND MORE BA BA!!!!
must control diet from now onwards.
must must must.
im just waiting for my sis to buy me my new sports shoes before i can start running everyday!
these ba ba are making me look ultra pregnant -.-
hate it.

after supper,
went claire's house to hang out abit.
chit chat, laughed, made CHOCOMILK!!!
HAHAHA .
noel damnnnnnn funny lah!
everyone is especially funny today .
IM TIRED AND I TEND TO LAUGH AT STUPID THINGS.

but im happy for today.
the time spent with my bestie,
the time spent working with the china boy,
the time spent having supper with both of them,
the time spent laughing till my stomach hurts :D

so happening today even though im really really tired.
hehe.
NO GRUMPY YUFANG TODAY! HAHAHAA .

& kaiting and xiuhui now ah....
just because i fierce abit when ppl didnt pronounce my name properly :(
cause they pronounce my name like " YOU fang " or " YI fang " or " SU fang " ,
i have to correct them so i will literally scream YUUUUUU!!!! fang!. YUUU! YUUU ! YUUU !
until that person feels kinda embarrassed and scared HAHAHAA .
im sorry man .
even the xiaolongbao auntie who took my table reservations,
i speak to her as if she owes me a million .
they keep laughing at me LOL .
:(
i thought i like that den cute ? HAAHAHAHAHAH
okay sorry IM JUST KIDDING CHILLZ PPL HAHAHA

anyway,
yeah.
happy happy happy!!!!:D

im gonna sleep soon already .
my eyebags getting WORSE and someone has been complaining abt it already :(
fierce :(

so...
GOODNIGHT AND I'LL BLOG SOON .
WITH PICTURES I PROMISE . HAHAHA.
im lazy to take pictures to enhance my entry so...
read it only if you're interested.
hahaha!

ADIOS!

2011-08-03T02:17:00.001+08:00

wow,
today's freshmen orientation day @ sim was .... AWESOME.
well,
its awesome because...........
THERES ME!!!! HAHAHA .

get to know funny and nice friends.
but shit!
i forgot to ask them for their facebook and numbers!
-.-
claire went off in a hurry,
xiuhui went off to collect her student pass.
so i followed xiuhui and forgot abt my grp :(
anyway not all stayed till the end lol.
alot went off halfway . lol .

but yea luh.
good experience.

the only problem i have now is..........
am i supposed to join dreamwerkz?
or student representative council?
both has its good and bad .
arghhh .
nvm .
as long as xiuhui join with me can already .
i slowly think .
lOL .

________________________

after school,
met up with xiuhui and kaiting for dinner and pool ! :)

left at 11pm cause im waiting for important call and my phone actually went out of batt!!

luckily it lasted me till i reached home hehe.

BY THE WAY BY THE WAY

********************

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LASTLY,
this is for my personal social circle.
im heading down to butterfact tomorrow 3rd August to party!
anyone wanna join me, tell me now.
i can help you get into the guest list!

I KNOW ITS LADIES NIGHT.
but guest list you dun need to queue,
and you dun need to squeeze!

my friend is having his birthday party over there,
there'd be alot of alcohol that he'd be providing.

his guys guestlist is full and i just need girls to help him fill that up!.
DUN WASTE THAT SPACE!.

sms me girls!:)

alrighttttttttt .
im off to bed.
long day today.
goodnight!!

:D

2011-08-02T01:47:00.001+08:00

went to work at some event at ion sky again:D
nice! i like .
hehehe, can get to eat again LOL.

today's event is by KPMG .
its some accounting firm
not much actually .
they didnt invite a big crowd .
but they did order a huge varieties of food . lol !
most of them were japanese .

and my left arm getting weaker i dunno why-.-
too long never work?
too long never exercise?
or getting fatter :(
i worked events for quite a few times after bridging alr,
but my hands are still weak!!
carry food or drinks a few rounds,
my arm felt sore already .
damn .
but work there is relac one lah :)
just be happy already . lol!

have one more event on thurs hehehehe YAY.
not earning much,
but at least im not doing nothing :/

had a nice time working with benquek and noel today:)
NOEL NOT BAD AH!
he actually opened up with benquek . aiseh.
he didnt keep quiet hahaaha .
good boy good boy :)
i think cause quek also friendly la hahahah .

:):):) one happy day!

______________________________

tmr is my orientation day @ sim!

dunno how it'd be like.
but im quite looking forward to it .
hope it'd be fun and not boring with all the talks and all
BOARRRRRRRRING.

at night meeting xiuhui and kaiting :D
yay!
IM GONNA PLAY POOL.
LOL.
they say its a ahlian game but its okay .
ahlian are chiobus. LOL.

________________________

LAST LAST THING.
ME ISH SUPER THE DUNCH RIKE PEOPLE WHO ONLY TALK TO ME FOR SOME FAVOUR AND NOT REALLY CONCERNED .

when you first HI-ED me,
i alr felt something weird .
its so unlike of you .

hi me.
and ask me how am i all.
i almost believed that you're concerned.
den you ask me " oh btw ah, do you still remember your cram ca2 " .
so sorry,
no choice but to appear offline .
true colours revealed :)
its kinda sucks to be you .
seriously .
you dun treat friends this way man , come on.
you make friends for your own benefits one isit?
the other time when we were in year 1,
you asked me to meet you,
saying that you wanna show me something good.
i thought it was some nice funfair or what sales stuff.
ended up you brought me to your MULTI LEVEL MARKETING company.
thats... very nice of you .
thanks.
eunos somemore .
go all the way there.
and ended up going home alone feeling like some stupid idiot .
i even asked cheese and don to join me,
cause you said you have something nice to show me .
ended up i got mocked by them .
if you understand how it feel .
i felt like some idiot to you .
you dun even really treat me as a real friend .

and also,
the all of the sudden going mia.
not replying to my messages, not returning my calls .
and pretend that you're dead.
whatever .
when i really treated you as my best friend .
and when you have troubles,
you dun tell me,
you just go missing like that .
say some family problems stuff,
and cant come school,
and end up going out with your bf to zoo, east coast park have fun all .
what the heck.

when you finally spoke to me,
you ask me for some financial help .
i lend you $300 cause i thought you really needed it .
THE WAY YOU TREAT ME,
and i still hope that you're fine with your family and stuffs.
$300 isnt a lot,
but provided my that age with no allowance,
its quite a sum to me .
after i lend you,
a few mths later,
refused to return,
refused to reply,
refused to return call .
only when i threatened to call the police,
you finally replied .

i really think im super generous and forgiving enough .
3rd favour you asked from me .
one textbook .
i dun mind lending you .
but yet ,
you were late to get the text from me when i was going off for some class already .
if you knew you needed something from me,
freaking leave your house early to get it from me .
dun tell me what " nvm, you just leave it at my class table ? my class is T22 blah blah.
eh come on,
you need to BORROW something FROM ME,
you expect me to GO TO YOUR CLASS just to pass it to you once you reach school?
thats really too much .

why dun you ever reflect ?
and its quite obvious you're just making friends for your own benefits.
others i might not know,
but its definitely pointing at me.

if you ever came across this,
im not really afraid .
you can say im backstabbing you behind using my blog,
well, its up to you to judge me .
cause its all facts.
im not really afraid to lose you as a friend cause in the first place,
i wasnt even being treated like one .
i treasure my friends,
and i dun treat them like fucktards like you do .

so,
wake up please.
dun make me dislike you further .
thanks .

YES AH,
release out all the things i wanna say.
:D shiok.
im better at typing den saying.
cause when im typing,
i think better.
if i have to say out face to face,
i always tend to forget the things i wanna say HAHA.
i super bear grudges one .
especially people who dun even give a fuck .
since they dont, why should i :)

goodnight!